Call Me Manipulative, But I Want Someone To Reach Their Hand Out To Me When I Start To Walk Away.

you mean so much to me, im glad i get to have this even if im still too anxious to reveal myself just yet. i assure you there are clues and its quite possible other anons already figured me out, but thats ok. if you figure me out im ok with you reaching out first, i adore you, and everything you do. maybe one day i can truly be yours, you might even be the one to build up my confidence. <3 -⛓

how sweet, anon. how sweet.

/gen.

TW.

force me to tell you my fears.

i prefer to check up on people. it makes me feel good when everyone else feels good!

i’m scared that if i end it all, no one will notice. and everyone who does notice will simply move on.

i like when people remember the small things about me! it makes me feel special.

no one knows what my favorite color is.

i like to think that everybody is a friend!

i get so, so deeply fearful when i’m unliked.

i like knowing you'll be there, without fail. i like seeing you sulk about it. it's endearing.

– ✘

it is not endearing. i’m not just some stupid dog, jimmy.

small world, huh, captain? 'm sure you could connect the dots. use that pretty head of yers.

...looks like you've picked up after yourself these days. wonder if you're still as easy as you used to be.

– ✘

easy? what ever do you mean? “picked up after myself”? connect the dots?

oh, now i’m more curious then ever.

hmm . thinking ... you'd kinda furrow your eyebrow a bit, yer lips would be pressed into a thin line, your eye would twitch if you were concentrating too hard on trying to look determined.

it's the little things, captain. the ones you gloss over and the ones i catch. now, that quip about you being a grown man? yeah. but what are you to me?

– ✘

i’m your captain, and your friend, of course.

who says i gloss over them? i do my best to catch all the little quirks about all of you. it helps me adapt better to the people i’m around, to help them and take care of them in a more meaningful way.

its hard not to when youre so amazing, and mean so much to me. like what if you find out which anya i am and realise you have no intrest in me because of it.. -⛓

you will never know, until you try.

i’m surprised you think i’m so amazing, honestly.

you are special to me, curly. youre the best captain a girl could ask for, hehehe. -⛓

oh, aren’t you sweet?

「★」 TO THE MOON, AND NEVER BACK . . .

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maybe that idea is right, only one way to find out/lh -⛓

using my own words against me, now, are we?

for someone who was so scared, your confidence sure did build up fast.

i wonder where the “x” anon is…