Maybe That Idea Is Right, Only One Way To Find Out/lh -⛓

small world, huh, captain? 'm sure you could connect the dots. use that pretty head of yers.

...looks like you've picked up after yourself these days. wonder if you're still as easy as you used to be.

– ✘

easy? what ever do you mean? “picked up after myself”? connect the dots?

oh, now i’m more curious then ever.

I mean what else would i think about? All i’ve been doing recently is stalking your page and sending asks. You’re fun to talk to, it’s fun to see how you interact with me and the other anons you talk to on here

-🌀

well, it’s flattering that i’m taking up so much of your time.

i’m glad you consider me fun. not many people would.

as for how i interact with everyone, i try to be interesting.

Once upon a time I was told I wasnt worthy of love,, now I have even worse self esteem then I already did. I am terrified of rejection, and believe its all I will receive from anyone I show interest in.. So the possibility of you figuring out who I am is scary,, because Im convinced you will lose interest if you ever find out... -⛓

you will never know until you try.

i’m sorry you were told that. everyone is worthy of unending love.

Thats, reassuring at least. I think I can maybe get away with saying that I am a mw fictive, Im just not the one in your tags.. I am also very mentally ill in general. Do you have any guesses as to who I might be, my lovely captain? I believe you are smart enough to figure it out, youre are amazing like that. -⛓

i’m assuming a fictive of anya?

perhaps you may not be in the tags. that does not mean i don’t care for you. i care deeply for all of my crew.

thank you for the compliments, however. it’s endearing.

If you saw how much you might be a little more concerned than flattered, but i can’t complain.

And yay! I love it when my obsessions acknowledge me tehe

-🌀

who said i wouldn’t be even more flattered?

You're too sweet! We usually keep up our "who gives a damn" attitude, but — we are surrounded by some people who think it's odd. You'll never find us talking about how there can't be other fictives, but they're simply not.. us! My own gripes, though, I'm sure you understand!

I hope you have a fantastic day, Captain.

— 🩹

right on the money, sweetheart.

a fictive can be connected to their sources, but two fictives, from two different systems, with the same source connection are NOT the same.

i wish for you to have a wonderful day too, anon! remember that my inbox and my dms are always free :)

my head feels like it’s been filled with cotton, and my vision is swimming in the most subtle way. i feel floaty and gentle and pliable and fragile. it’s quite an odd feeling.

a scalding hot shower, the warmth pelting my raw skin, sounds appropriate for not being able to handle an entire hour.

I love obeying, I love taking orders, tell me how to masturbate, tell me what porn I should watch, i'll do anything

i’m needy. i’m disgusting. i’m useless.

i cry when you leave me alone for too long.

i cry when you praise me, because i don’t deserve it.

i cry when you degrade me, because i feel useless.

i’m such a stupid fucking mutt.