I’ll Never Be Enough For Anyone

Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

am i a recurring thought to anyone

i wonder where the “x” anon is…

a scalding hot shower, the warmth pelting my raw skin, sounds appropriate for not being able to handle an entire hour.

do I really need to destroy myself in order to get affection?

i want to be loved in the same amount that i love.

trying to envision the pout you've got plastered on while trying to refute my words. reveling in it.

– ✘

i don’t pout, jimmy. i’m a grown man.

I wish I wasnt like this,, my trauma is unfortunatly a part of me I dont think will ever leave me..

-⛓

you have to grow and live with the trauma. and not let it overcome you. you have to make it a part of you, and learn and develop.

everyone wishes they weren’t the way they are.

we can't both be miserable. give us a smile.

– ✘

who says i’m miserable? that’s just silliness!

:D

I just want to be soft

Why am I so angry, so harsh, so violent, so destroying.

It’s unfair