I’m Just Not Important To You , I Guess . I’ll Never Mean Anything To You .

you mean so much to me, im glad i get to have this even if im still too anxious to reveal myself just yet. i assure you there are clues and its quite possible other anons already figured me out, but thats ok. if you figure me out im ok with you reaching out first, i adore you, and everything you do. maybe one day i can truly be yours, you might even be the one to build up my confidence. <3 -⛓

how sweet, anon. how sweet.

/gen.

If I could be anything I wanted to, I’d be dead.

Once upon a time I was told I wasnt worthy of love,, now I have even worse self esteem then I already did. I am terrified of rejection, and believe its all I will receive from anyone I show interest in.. So the possibility of you figuring out who I am is scary,, because Im convinced you will lose interest if you ever find out... -⛓

you will never know until you try.

i’m sorry you were told that. everyone is worthy of unending love.

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how fun !!

God, I fucking hate myself

i wonder where the “x” anon is…

You're too sweet! We usually keep up our "who gives a damn" attitude, but — we are surrounded by some people who think it's odd. You'll never find us talking about how there can't be other fictives, but they're simply not.. us! My own gripes, though, I'm sure you understand!

I hope you have a fantastic day, Captain.

— 🩹

right on the money, sweetheart.

a fictive can be connected to their sources, but two fictives, from two different systems, with the same source connection are NOT the same.

i wish for you to have a wonderful day too, anon! remember that my inbox and my dms are always free :)

i’m so deeply curious about this anon…

small world, huh, captain? 'm sure you could connect the dots. use that pretty head of yers.

...looks like you've picked up after yourself these days. wonder if you're still as easy as you used to be.

– ✘

easy? what ever do you mean? “picked up after myself”? connect the dots?

oh, now i’m more curious then ever.

nsfw. tw.

please, please, please.

i need you to tell me how to do it. how to get off. i can’t..i can’t do anything unless you’re telling me how.

i need to give up control, let myself be a little braindead, let myself be truly yours, in every sense of the word.

mark me up, from the inside and the outside. i want to be nothing but a myriad of purples and blues and swollen reds, nothing but a walking show of your affection.

i’d let you call me the nastiest, most vile names. i’d let you use me whenever you want…i’m made for your pleasure. i’d let you use me whenever…please do. that’s how i know you enjoy having me around.

i woke up like this, and it’s awful. i feel squirmy and pathetic and disgusting. i feel like someone’s abandoned puppy, wandering the streets, waiting for be picked up by some kind soul…

i’ll be so, so good for you. the perfect dog. just please, keep me around? don’t toss me to the side once you’re done with me…

its very comforting to see fictives that are still connected to source,, I'm still very much like the person before and it's makes me sad when you hear about how everyone should seperate, giggles. You're honestly just a very comforting blog. Thank you..!

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well, thank you kindly, dear.

i’m strongly connected to my source, and my source memories. the trick is…and stick with me here…fuck everyone else.

if you want to be connected to source, you go right on ahead, dollface. if you don’t? rock on. who gives a damn what the world thinks. be the change you want to see.

thank you for saying my blog is comforting, though, i do sincerely appreciate that.