nsfw. tw.
please, please, please.
i need you to tell me how to do it. how to get off. i can’t..i can’t do anything unless you’re telling me how.
i need to give up control, let myself be a little braindead, let myself be truly yours, in every sense of the word.
mark me up, from the inside and the outside. i want to be nothing but a myriad of purples and blues and swollen reds, nothing but a walking show of your affection.
i’d let you call me the nastiest, most vile names. i’d let you use me whenever you want…i’m made for your pleasure. i’d let you use me whenever…please do. that’s how i know you enjoy having me around.
i woke up like this, and it’s awful. i feel squirmy and pathetic and disgusting. i feel like someone’s abandoned puppy, wandering the streets, waiting for be picked up by some kind soul…
i’ll be so, so good for you. the perfect dog. just please, keep me around? don’t toss me to the side once you’re done with me…
Hi :3
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hello!
nothing but a stupid, pathetic dog, who whines when they get kicked, then loyally wait at the door for the next.
Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.
I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.
I love obeying, I love taking orders, tell me how to masturbate, tell me what porn I should watch, i'll do anything
i love making pretty tags, im just terrible at using them. i like playing with the pretty symbols hehe. -⛓
as do i! it’s quite fun, deciding what goes with what.
im sorry,, i didnt mean to make you uncomfortable... im still scared to reveal myself so i might wait before i message you. hype myself up or something.. if you think you know you can message me i think..
i now realise i was spiralling, and you shouldnt have to deal with that. im going to go ground myself or something, maybe nap.. hope your day goes well and you look after yourself.
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you look after yourself as well. you haven’t made me uncomfortable. you can take all the time you need.
maybe that idea is right, only one way to find out/lh -⛓
using my own words against me, now, are we?
for someone who was so scared, your confidence sure did build up fast.
well of course you’re taking up space, you’re all i’ve been thinking about lately. but on another note, i do have a question.
do you have a favorite anon? if so who? and could it be me?
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i don’t pick favorites, dear anon.
and i’m all you’ve been thinking about lately? well, you certainly know how to boost a man’s ego.
Is it in my rights to be a little possessive over you even though you technically don’t know who i am? Or is that crazy of me? Be so super honest pretty please
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hm…depends.
do i not know who you are at all? do i not know who you are, but i know the system/the body/another headmate of yours? do i not know you, but know of you?
i’m sure it’s well within your rights. craziness aside.
the want to reveal myself vs. the anxiety that you will be disappointed to find out who i am. fight/ref (i might be getting in my head about it again) -⛓
well, don’t go getting too deep in your head, now.
i won’t be disappointed, i promise.