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Anyone else crying in their living room at four in the morning?

Context: I had a breakdown and ate two pieces of toast. AFTER A 72 HOUR FAST

LIKE C'MON MAN WTF WHY AM I LIKE THIS

"YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SUCK IT GREEN BOYYYYYY!"

-To quote Wilbur Soot. It suits my mood right now.

Basically the mental hospital can generally go fUCK itself lmao

Who summoned me-

Intrulogical stans pss pss pss 👁👁

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Making this post to hold myself accountable lmao.

Gonna try and fast for a full week. The last time I went over three days, I couldn't get out of bed. Not this time! It is MY body, and I will do what I want to it. I can do it. I have to.

Distracting myself is gonna be hell XD

Bloating weight is the freakin worst. I lost three damn pounds and didn't even know because my body sucks.

Anyway I'm down to 136 lbs thank GOD. Closer and closer every day. School gets out in two weeks, hoping to weigh much less by then.

I FOUND SOMETHING

INCREDIBLE

Ok so for all you other anas out there who want their pelvic bones to stick out, try this. Lay down flat on your back and tuck your legs underneath you for as long as you can. Doing this every night in bed has done SO much good. My pelvic bones stick out even when they normally wouldn't. There's also a little dip in my stomach now even if I maintain or gain a bit of weight.

Relapsed hard and now my arms are sore as shit 😑😓 owie

omfg y'all I finally managed to get under 150 pounds. I've been trying to lose weight for months. I'm 146lbs right now, and I'm SO happy and proud of myself. Little thigh gap and everything! And still going! Whoo!

Any other introjects feel like they don't deserve to exist? Yeah cuz I feel like that.

-Ghostbur (Bur)

Oop, it's Fast Day #3 and the dizziness is setting in lmao. Headaches and stuff, too.

Hey, that means it's working.

I love getting so lightheaded all the time 💞