Did Osdd - Blog Posts

I: basics

❤️ - P-DID

🧡 - We are not diagnosed, but do have plans to be diagnosed in the future

💛 - Current count of known alters is 66, though we expect many more that lay hidden

💚 - Honestly haven't got a clue

💙 - As we cant fully switch and i as host am always here, but there's almost always someone cocon

💜 - Yes, mostly from various interests from throughout life, and a lot of them

🩷 - Yes

II: alters

🎥 - the list is prone to changing often, but we almost always have someone parental in cocon

📼 - Bird hybrids would be our best guess

🎞️ - We use a mix, but stick mostly to medical, really depends what feels right

📽️ - We are all very distinct

📺 - Not really, id love to, but others wont allow it

🎙️ - Yes, tons actually

📻 - There are couple romantic ones, but we mostly have platonic and familial

III: switching

☀️ - A lot given the no switching thing, but when someone's taken over the body and im just watching, i often barely remember after a couple days

🌙 - No, mostly Grey out and emotional

⚡️ - Weve come close a couple times, and it feels mostly like kinda falling and being forced to sleep? very blurry and unclear

☄️ - N/A

🌈 - N/A

☁️ - I rarely notice if anyone is near until a friend points it out.

💦 - N/A

IV: headspace

🌱 - We do have a pretty big and complex one, it has five circular layers, most live on layer 2 or 3, but at least one on 4. 1, 4, and 5 five are mostly unknown to me, but 2 is a pinewood forest with a little cottage, and 4 has 5 cottages around a little lake that leads to a river with paths around it, and benches scattered about, the eccess space is mostly oak forest.

🌿 - Fairly easily by most

☘️ - No clue

🌳 - alters have rooms in the cottages, i think they're bigger on the inside? and i think some subsystems have whole areas

🌵 - its pretty big and fairly complex, i only know a fraction of how it looks and works

🍃 - I dont know, but dont think so

🪴 - It was just kinda there, all i did was make a little coffee table in the front room for meetings

V: general

🍭 - had a friend help us, the came with entire lists, ended up choosing The cottage collective:)

🍪 - no we just go by hosts name mostly, though the people who know us will call us by our names

🍬 - I dont know, some of the teens have said some wild shit

🍫 - Dont know, im almost never there to hear any arguments as they happen mostly in headspace, but id guess they just talk it out

🧁 - there are a few yes, but i will not be sharing names, thats up to them

🍰 - our friends, sister, and some of our parents, along with some family friends know

🍦 - its pretty ok, but can shut down partialy or completely in some circumstances

🍡 - yes, but i dont know all of them, some are scene, punk, maybe skater, emo, etc, and then there's surfer guy,

system ask game for traumagenic systems!

reposted due to us deleting our previous sysblog <3

remember that you are free to decline any question if it feels too invasive, this is for fun and you are not forced to answer anything 🤍

I: basics

❤️ - what type of CDD do you have?

🧡 - are you medically recognised/diagnosed? if not, do you plan to? (no judgement either way!)

💛 - if you are comfortable sharing, what is your headcount? do you keep track of it?

💚 - do you have a high or low split tolerance?

💙 - do you switch frequently or do you go longer periods between switching?

💜 - does your system have introjects of any kind?

🩷 - do you have any subsystems?

II: alters

🎥 - who are your frequent fronters?

📼 - do you have any non-human alters? if yes, which species are the majority of them?

🎞️ - do the alters in your system use more medical coined roles or more community coined roles? or both/neither? do you find them useful?

📽️ - are the alters in your system more distinct or less distinct from each other?

📺 - do you make/buy gifts to other alters in the systems?

🎙️ - does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters?

📻 - does your system have any type of in system relationships? (familial, romantic, platonic etc.)

III: switching

☀️ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🌙 - do you experience black out amnesia?

⚡️ - what does switching feel like for you? does it vary between alters?

☄️ - do you experience quick switches or does it take longer to switch usually?

🌈 - do you get frontstuck often? what do you do to try to get ‘un-stuck’?

☁️ - do you ever not notice you’ve switched, and suddenly realise that ‘you haven’t been you’ for a while?

💦 - can you switch ‘on command’ or is that something that is hard for your system? does it depend on the alter?

IV: headspace

🌱 - do you have a headspace? if yes, describe it! if no, do you want one?

🌿 - how easily accessed is your headspace?

☘️ - is there a place in your headspace where dormant alters go?

🌳 - do alters have their own rooms/areas in your headspace?

🌵 - is your headspace big, or smaller? is it complex/less complex?

🍃 - do you have specific alters that cannot access headspace at all?

🪴 - did you have to build your headspace over time, or was it just there?

V: general

🍭 - how did you pick your system name?

🍪 - do you have a collective name/identity/orientation? if yes, how did your system make those decisions?

🍬 - what’s the funniest thing another alter has said to you? (internally or externally communicated)

🍫 - how does your system handle in system disagreements in general?

🧁 - is there anyone specific in your system you don’t get along with?

🍰 - are you ‘out’ as a system to anyone? (online friends/partners etc. count!)

🍦 - how good is your communication with the rest of the system? does it vary much between different alters?

🍡 - are different alters part of different subcultures? which ones? (we are!)

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I find one big misconceptions about fictives in systems is that they are characters that you like/liked. Like I’m a Vriska Serket fictive, and our system HATED the character Vriska. And it took me a while to be myself and be okay with it, and now everyone is chill with me. Just something Ive been thinkin about. It was kinda funny cause one day everyone was like, “oh you actually chill as fuck”. Some of them still dont like the character, but we also know that im not my source.

Alter Fun Fact #1

Lyrics from "Everybody Likes You" by Lemon Demon

Darnell wears rose tinted glasses!

We think he might have NPD, but it's very strange because no one else in our system acts anything like that. He's also very stereotypical and exaggerated so at first I was hesitant to say he did... but now I'm starting to think that's mainly because he has no social skills whatsoever and has barely talked to anyone outside of our system. If that is the case, it's really interesting how disorders can present differently in systems!

Either way, the tinted glasses represent the unrealistic "lens" through which he sees the world. He automatically assumes he's very important and likeable to everyone, and entitled to their attention. He doesn't seem to understand why this isn't the case and gets frustrated when things don't work out the way he wants them to.

We're starting to understand why he acts like this though and hopefully with some patience we'll work it out ^^

Me: Scrolling thru Tumblr

Theo: Fucking fronts specifically to make me go back and like a post I didn't care enough to like myself

And that's how literally every post on our feed was liked.

Do any other systems just... like... look through stuff they made/said before they knew they were a system and cringe so hard?

Like. Personally, we made up an entire alternative explanation for what we were to avoid being associated with alters... but uh, funny story, here we are now :]

Mindscape - The Firelight Woods

A deciduous wood that changes distinctly in each season. From pastels in spring with vibrant flowers, to a deep green in summer, to shades of yellows, oranges, reds and browns in fall, finally to dark tree trunks contrasted in frosty white snow. All throughout the year, fireflies can be seen dancing and weaving through the trees at night fall, creating a beautiful display.

This is the clearing where Theodore and I sit and watch said fireflies.

Calling alters "alters, parts, headmates, peices": 🚫🚫🚫🚫

Calling alters: "those bitchass motherfuckers" ✅️✅️✅️

Intro

Hi hi y'all, I'm Crypt and will mostly post emojis or random shit, I frequently lack motivation and energy to make new emojis so they may not come often but I'd love to have requests.

I'm pretty decently nice unless you're an asshole, I'm autistic and that does affect how I interact with people, I often need tone tags not just for other's benefit but for my own, so if you're uncomfortable with them please let me know in advance so I won't use them.

I am an adult so I may sometimes make posts that aren't ok for minors to see but I will always tag them so they can be avoided.

A few more things about me, I use exclusively neo pronoun ( gor/gore rot/rots cor/corpse ), if you're uncomfortable with that then you can use my name, I am physically disabled and experience chronic pain, so I can be "chronically online" at times when my pain severely limits my ability to be out and about outside.

Other then that hey! Nice to meet everyone, if anyone wants to ask anything / get to know me more feel free to reach out.

╰➤ BYI

I am ANTI Endo, I do not support endos, tulpas, demos or anything like that, I will not go out of our way to harass you for it but would prefer you didn't interact with me

I do have BPD, it majorly affects my interactions, anything I see as rejection ( IE:// Criticism, arguments, ect... ) can often cause shut downs, which will lead to me not talking for my comfort, please keep this in mind and don't take it personally

Tone tags, I often need them but at times I hate them, I will let you know if I'm in a mood where using them will only piss me off

╰➤ DNI

Endos

Endo supporters / "neutrals" who are only "neutral to avoid arguments"

Under 17 IWC and don't directly interact with us

Anyone friends with a discord user named .thecrimsonfuckr immediately block us

The normal assholes

People who support Israel and shit cause fuck that

User Box Credit : @sysboxes

Imagine a magical modern world where everyones ability is to manifest their personality/mental state/subconscious into a physical thing, and scientists find that theres a pattern within manifestations that allows doctors to diagnose people with a simple examination of their manifestation.

Trigger warning

And everything im about to list off would be traits if their abilities, not the actual abilities themselves

They stack, but are as powerful as the impact they have on the user

Narcs' manifestation would probably have something to do with themselves, or having themselves as the center

DID would probs be the ability to manifest multiple small/weak/incomplete symbolic (or not) things representing their alters or a single materialization of something cracked/split (necromancer except they bring to life their alters)

Id imagine depression would involve an ability with the perk to draw people in, like a siren

Anxiety would involve something to do with an unnerving type sensation, sounds, vibrations, disruptions, the sense of slowed or sped up time

Bipolar, a changing, fast, or sudden type ability

Ptsd/cptsd would probably have a flashing, sudden, or jarring type ability

Schizophrenia would be hallucinogenic, (that one spiderman scene from homecoming with that bastard man showing spidey things that arent real), aoe tyoe ability

Ocd maybe would have something to do with controllingness, intrusive/invasive actions (the itrusive thoughts in ocd becomes the premise of what happens to who ever their using their ability against? Idk ocd that well)

Phobias - depending on the phobia, the way you'd deal with what your afraid of being your ability. Arachnophobia - your ability being pest amd spider resiliant, agoraphobia - your ability having something to do with being able to hide somewhere safe that youve made (small portable inner world? Invisibility??)

ED; makes the person feel the opposite of their disorder (if the user has binge eating issues, then their power would make others feel empty/hungry/hollow; anorexia or restrictive would be like overwhelming the sense with a feeling of fullness, stuffiness, claustrophobia; etc)

Disassociative having something to do with an incredible europhoric/dream feeling or with an incredibly grounding, kind of like "oh yea i just remembered my entire life situation and cant escape" type feeling

ADHD either has something to do with the inability to have others activate their powers, control them well, or consistantly.

Addiction/substance abuse would be kind of like the helplessness, constant incessant need for something, anxiety, etc

Okay so, i have a DID associated question, however i think a little bit of context is necessary.

I assumed i was a singlet until around 1-2 ish years ago, when i met a boy who was a system. Having exposure to him and a past friendship with someone diagnosed with DID and remembering/learning of their experiences, i began to think about how i myself have had similar experiences to them. Since i met him and began to realize the possibility of my having DID, i tried to recall any times i wasn't myself, and in doing so, i would get horrible headaches. I chocked it up to me trying to remember repressed memories.

However, there are times while disassociating where i feel a creeping feeling of changing, and when i try to stop it, i get headaches. When i become consciously aware of this changing, or switching, i get a horrible headache, and when i do finally switch, i feel like im in the front passenger seat of a car, the car being my body and the driver being me, but not me. Is this common? Are these skull bashing headaches common?

this is exactly why we hate the system community

good job ruining it

telling a harmless group to die is disgusting behavior

daily reminder to tumblr themselves endos and tulpas should all hang themselves for being ableist!! created plurality is not a thing.

fictive introject list

didn't wanna cram them all into my bio so here's who you might see me project as:

Sunny (Omori)

Basil (Omori)

Kel (Omori)

Hero (Omori)

Aubrey (Omori)

Suguru Geto (Jujutsu Kaisen)

Satoru Gojo (Jujutsu Kaisen)

Tsukasa Tenma (Project Sekai)

Hikaru (The Summer Hikaru Died)

So happy for you guys, there’s nothing beautiful than been with someone you love and feeling loved as well❤️🏳️‍🌈

So... We Got Married! 🎀

Soo happy to be finally married to my beautiful wife Zoey 🩷

Sempre Fidelis Mea Mollis Regina Puella

FINALLY SOMEONE GETS IT. ITS SO AGITATING-

MUDZ IM LOOKING AT Y O U -

Crusty dusty pickle lookin ass

-Petal

-N

don’t talk to me i’m sobbing over my oscariño in the grass and salvaging a few points

(MY SHAYLAAAAAA 😭😭😭)

oh my god r u a system w incredibox sourced alts too ?!?

YES I AM!!!