I Randomly Remembered That One Thing Of Someone Asking Techno Why He Dressed Like He Was Part Of The

Gender Dysphoria 

Its not like you don't like the way you look, it not that you can't change who you are. It's the fact that you hate yourself, it's the fact that every fucking moment you hate the look of your chest, too flat or big

You hate the look of your hair, to feminine, to masculine. You hate the shape of your body, the way your eyes are tired and the way you are perceived, 

You hate the Dysphoria it gives you to be called a boy or a girl. You cringe every fucking time someone calls you she, or he. You hate yourself, so fucking much and it hurts. It hurts so much to sit and cry in my bathroom floor, my parents asking what's wrong, everyone asking what happens to the little girl or boy that I used to know.

 And then you give them the answer, the answer that you dread, the answer that lingers in the back of your mind, the answer that they force you to hear.

And sometimes it feels good to hear the words that you hate, 

But other times it's just as painful then when you say it in your head.

if you are going to reblog anything from me- PLEASE REBLOG THIS !!!

i might finally be able to get on testosterone, but i need to make at least $70/month to afford it, and my ONLY INCOME IS FROM COMMISSIONS.

here’s some of my work:

my commission info is all on my strawpage. reblogs would mean the world to me right now. thank you so much.

2am

Inspired by the latest SUIT episode where Mr Technodad says Technoblade used to swing around a minecraft sword irl at like 2am and recite video lines

always thinking about cc!techno’s corny graphic t shirts and his taped together glasses

Introducing Lush Cave Crows! Glowy little cave friends and trusty companions for miners everywhere 💛

ALSO IM SO SORRYYYYYYY!!!!! I literally finished these guys MONTHS ago but kept forgetting to post them to Tumblr so I’m sorry for depriving you of the silly glowy bois,,,, it shan’t happen again

Enjoy the silly Bois <333

And as always! Transcription and closeups are below! 💛💛💛

LUSH CAVE CROWS

A guide by: Philza Minecraft

PHYSICAL NOTES:

cave-dwelling corvids

not blind ——> have more sensitive eyes because of low light levels

spore blossom effect?

bioluminescent feathers??? ——> result of their diet maybe???

“Canary in a coal mine” ——> have strong lungs & are more resistant to toxic underground gases

BEHAVIORAL NOTES:

diet: tropical fish and glow berries!

nest on ground in mossy nests

playful! (Drip leaf water slide….)

Can detect the presence of toxic gases & will swarm travelers to urge them to leave if levels become too high.

OTHER NOTES:

little guys!

glowy feathers

covered in spores from spore blossoms

mossy nests!

soft

NOOOOO CHARLIE!!!

They should block chatgpt on uni WiFi the way they used to block coolmathgames

Went to Tommy’s Atlanta show earlier so I’m posting this now. This is part of a gift I made for him :)

This is part of a light box art thing where it includes a light you can switch on and off— when you switch it on the rest of the artwork appears. I’ll reblog this post with more about that but for now I share the drawing !! :D

My favorite comments from Dream's "I'm sorry... but not to tommyinnit" vid:

i love when characters lie to themselves in the complete privacy of their own minds