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so so sorry to the anon who sent me the denki hc ask I accidentally deleted it but here's my answer lol

when does denki feel the safest? I think he feels the safest at the dorms. some of his classmates get homesick easily, or are nervous living around so many people, but he loves it there. he feels especially safe around the bakusquad, and of them, although he loves them all, he feels safest with kyouka. (I hc them as cousins but you can read it how you want.) he's known her the longest, and even if they have nothing in particular to talk about, the sound of idle strumming on a guitar and half-mumbled singing under her breath is like a nice warm blanket he can pull over his head. it instantly makes him feel at home.

once hanta and mina come up with the idea of the "bakusquad", and eijirou seals the deal by dragging katsuki along, and kyouka starts properly hanging out with them, too, something clicks into position that no one even realized was missing— and, leaning against hanta's shoulder, listening to the soft melody kyouka taps out on her keyboard, denki glows, knowing that all his favorite people are in one place.

Bakugo HC: 💭

oooo that was fast ty

okay. does katsuki believe he's worthy of being loved? a bit of a tricky question. I think for a long time it wasn't even something he really thought about very often. if you'd asked, he would've said duh, obviously, but it wouldn't be clear if he actually believed it.

then, of course, the crash hits: he's not the best student in class 1-A. he didn't even get his fucking license. he fucked everything up with deku and he knows it. all might is gone and it's his fault. fully in his self-loathing arc, even more so than he arguably already was, just as he's starting to actually give a damn about what people think of him as a person rather than just as a hero-in-training. and if I'm being honest, I don't think this is something that would be easily fixed by making friends or falling in love. it would certainly be a start, not isolating himself, but unless he actually looks within himself and realizes that he still sees love as something you have to earn— something he hasn't earned— love will always be something that just happens to him, instead of something he really is worthy of.

with that in mind, I think the katsuki we see after the end of the war arc is absolutely ready to actually love himself and the people around him in a healthier way. just... please get him some therapy. I'm begging. group sessions with the whole class, even.

✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑶𝑵 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of character analysis /headcanon questions to learn more about your character and your partners'! writing/headcanon prompts requested by anonymous. feel free to edit these as you see fit.

[ 🖐️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? [ ☂️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they crave touch or fear it ? [ 🎐 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a sound, like a song or voice, that they associate with peace ? [ 🕊️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen did they feel the safest ? [ 💤 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they sleep ? curled up, sprawled, holding onto something ? [ 🦇 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a fear they never talk about ? [ 🔒 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a secret they’ve sworn never to tell ? [ 🪢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they broke a promise ? [ 🫳 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they feel they owe, but never paid back ? [ 💼 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do they always carry with them ? [ 🧨 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the quickest way to set them off, even if they hide it well ? [ ⛓️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does guilt feel like to them ? [ 💢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho have they never forgiven and never will ? [ 🩸 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there something or someone that, if lost, would break them ? [ 🌧️ ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a pain they refuse to heal from ? [ 🪞 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen have they looked at their reflection and hated what they saw ? [ 📿 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat superstition or ritual do they cling to ? [ 🌊 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they cried ? [ 🐾 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo animals like them instinctively ? [ 🪶 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they laugh ? [ 🫀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho taught them what love is ? did it hurt ? [ 💭 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they believe they’re worthy of being loved ? [ 🎀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is their main love language ? [ 🔦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they search for ? [ 📜 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a story they love sharing with others ? [ 🌒 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a dream or goal they have given up on ? [ 🕯️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat memory do they replay when they’re alone ? [ 🌪️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the one choice they regret (not) making ? [ 🧩 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ? [ 🍻 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of drunk are they ? [ ✉️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of letter would they write but never send ? [ 🗡️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a scar that they have but never talk about ? [ 🕸️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a favourite lie they like to hear ? [ 🪦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat would they want on their gravestone but never admit aloud ? [ 🎱 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of future do they crave, and who’s in it ? [ 🌀 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ? [ 🍃 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they feel like they belong ? [ ⚓ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does “home” mean to them ? [ 🧭 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhere would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?

thank you <3 they look deceptively simple considering how long they took to make... like what the hell man (tbf a lot of it was fucking around cause I wasn't sure what I wanted that one to look like)

anyways have some 362 edits I made bc I'm in love with sunset imagery and bakugou katsuki

Happy Birthday Katsuki!!! 💥🎉

also why yes I DID make matching moon ones for kirishima. duh

now all I need is to make ones with deku & the stars

anyways have some 362 edits I made bc I'm in love with sunset imagery and bakugou katsuki

anyways have some 362 edits I made bc I'm in love with sunset imagery and bakugou katsuki

happy womb eviction day <3

i miss his annoying ass

happy birthday bakugou katsuki and while we're on the subject can I just say this is absolutely diabolical

every time I remember this I take psychic damage

literally 😭💚

mine is literally just xogp

F

The girls are fighting (you)

i drew this months ago and forgot about it. this is so silly

part 2 of my art trade with @puppyaulait ^-^

fem!krbk for an art trade with @puppyaulait

Eno first day

hey guys look at my cat

My friends are all roasting me for living a fanfic cliche when I just want to get swole on the cheap 😔

thinking about posting some mha ficlets, drabbles, oneshots etc on here, mostly krbk/krbkdk

edit: also if I do, I'll tag all of it with #alex writes sometimes and I'll include that tag here as well, so you can just click on it to bring them all up

pinning this one cause it feels important to mention now that I've fully evolved into a deranged multishipper who thinks everyone is dating and fucking all the time. thank you krbkdk for being the gateway drug 🙏

bkdks are welcome here btw I fw krbkdk sometimes but just know I WILL clown on u sometimes because we're like siblings ok

this is krbk btw. and bkdk. krbkdk even. I say as if it's a neutral observation and I'm not just making everything about krbkdk again

ENOUGH with adhd x autism ships I wanna see high empathy autistic who loves everything and everyone and cries when they step on a bug x low empathy autistic who picks like 5 things they would literally die for and everything else is just meh whatever

y'all ever have that one character in your fandom who you see and you're instantly like Oh that's the town bicycle. that's the poly/open relationship/vaguely nonmonogamous one who has slept with or dated literally everyone. like you look at them and you just know that that is what they are

now I know what you're thinking. alex this is crazy. alex are you seriously like this with every fandom you're in. and the answer is no actually, I'm usually MUCH worse

separated versions because that mess up there is completely fucking incomprehensible:

hello hi yes because I am incapable of not making every character AGGRESSIVELY nonmonogamous I present to you: the cursed aa4/5/6 Are They Fucking chart

my boss accidentally added a wrong number to our group chat 😭

this is izuocha to me

okay so i finished checking if we were friends in every universe and, uh, it turns out we're only friends in 6 of them. but look, i need you to understand these universes vary like crazy, okay? like 6 is actually insanely high, like way higher than most. and one of those is the universe where i accidentally killed the actor who played Dipsy from Teletubbies when i was 7 and my life went completely differently as a result. and we still ended up friends! also you were a girl in that universe for some reason. what? oh, uh, yeah, you were cute as hell. like really cute. did you just fucking giggle

happy birthday ochaco uraraka my beloved !! you deserve literally everything ❤️❤️❤️

merry christmas and happy 25k notes to my most liked post on anything ever. god bless you bakugou katsuki

drew this helpful diagram for mha fans who don't understand what a character arc is

stole from tiktok i thought a few of you might appreciate