I'm Obsessed With Apollo In PJO. He's A Girlboss. He's Bisexual. He's A Loser. He Killed His Ex Boyfriend

Hmmmmmm, why is this true?

I love being a Gi-hun fan because we're all like "Gi-hun’s greatest strength is his heart; no matter how many times it breaks, it will always be the foundation of who he is" while at the same time we're also like, "Gi-hun's ass is so fat it can fit so many dicks in that bad boy" and I think that's wonderful.

conceptualising brucie wayne as like…. an ominous boomer texter. he uses a lot of ellipses. never elaborates on anything. describes events in the worst ways imaginable. he texts dick ‘the plane went down. we lost tim’ (bruce forgot to pick tim up from school after lacrosse practice) and dick tries to call and ask if bruce just told him his brother?? is dead?? and bruce just keeps replying with thumbs up emojis with no context and ‘tim passed’ (his final exams)

OMG, I fricking love them. Babies. They are part of the reason I enjoyed s2 so much.

I wanna see more of them in the next season

my shayla....my shaylaaaa

Doodle thing inspired from this post by @honeybee-cas <3 <3 a prime selection of moments indeed!

Sam’s hair was the most fun thing to draw omfg XDD

[i just love how this site just heaps ideas into my brain like. thank you<3]

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This took SO FREAKING LONG TO DRAW!!!!

Anyways, Charlie is ready to fight Val in the first page. We all know why.

My God, I love all one-sided RadioStatic. This is so funny. Love oblivious Alastor.

Alastor: That is absolutely ridiculous, Vox does not have a crush on me. Angel Dust: Yes he does. Sir Pentious: Yes he doesss. Vox, from television screen: Yes I fucking do you goddamn idiot.

If Sam found out that Dean was queer I think he would immediately recognize (at least a portion) how suppressing our society is to queer people. Like i think he knew before but it would really hit him. Especially if Dean told him the Nun story.

Every single time they meet a homophobe of some sort, he would get into a violent fight with someone.

SOME SMALL CONSERVATIVE TOWN:

Dean and Sam are talking about a case for breakfast at a restaurant. At the table next to them they both hear an old guy say,

"Those queers are making a racket again. Can't they keep their weird gay shit out of our country?" or something.

Dean makes an unsatisfied noise but continues to eat cause he doesn't care about what some old guy said. Sam however gets up and walks over. He looks over him and another dude sitting with him.

"You want to say that again?"

"What?"

Sam tilts his head slightly. "You want to say that again, asshole?"

"What did you just call me-?"

Sam grabs the front of his shirt and pulls him close. "Don't you ever go around saying shit like that again. Or I'll make sure that's the last thing you say."

I can also see him getting into a fist fight.

(I think he can empathize with Dean with this cause he knows that Dean was hiding a part of himself that he felt was an abomination, a curse. Something his dad and society told him over and over. I think Sam, who always felt like a freak and weirdo, can relate. This makes him really defensive of Dean and against homophobia)

Listen! Much as I do have a lot of strong negative feelings about the way Sam tends to behave under pressure, and the way he is behaving thus far in season eight, I think that the spn writers have done something incredibly real and true in the way Dean and Sam’s characters have been shaped as the older and younger children of an abusive parent.

Dean gets drunk, fucks up, gets mad, hurts people, but he doesn’t act out in the same way Sam does, because he’s never really had the safety of knowing he has someone to act out to.

Sam always has this baseline sense that he can be a massive dick if he wants. He can complain, he can say it’s just too hard and he doesn’t wanna, he can throw all his toys out of the pram and still basically know that someone who loves him will pick them back up again. That person, obviously, is Dean - most of the time in the story Dean functions as Sam’s father, not his older brother. Apart from the year that passes between seasons 7 and 8, he’s always been there to cushion Sam from life, to tell Sam he’s special, to get punched in the face (metaphorically and literally) so Sam isn’t hurt.

Dean, though, is always on the front lines and emotionally alone. There were good people in his life growing up - Bobby, Ellen - and I think he gets most of his very strong and mostly positive morality from them - but he’s missed out on the knowledge that there’s one constant presence for whom he comes first. And because he missed that, he will rip himself apart to take care of everyone he meets but he doesn’t believe for a second that he’s worthy of care himself. That’s why the moment in season 4 when Cas asks why he doesn’t think he’s worthy of being saved hits so hard, and why Dean is so fascinated by Cas from jump. He’s the one person who’s ever turned to Dean and said directly that he is important.

But of course Cas just saying it isn’t enough to flip a lifetime of learned behavior. Dean cannot even for a second allow himself to be the level of self-centred that Sam is on a regular basis. If Dean hit a dog he might not take it to the vet (because he baseline does not trust society) but he’d just quietly assume that he has a dog now, even if he doesn’t want one. Whereas Sam allows himself to yell and cry and say he doesn’t WANT a dog, actually!!

So maybe I don’t like Sam a huge amount, or condone the way he’s behaving, but at a deep level I think he works and makes sense as a human being. Yes, this is how he’d function if he was real!

Both Winchesters are facing intolerable shit all the time, but only one of them is emotionally able to articulate that, because only one of them has ever been told that he’s allowed to want more than intolerable shit every day for ever. Everyone should feel able to behave badly the way Sam does, and the central tragedy of the show is that Dean doesn’t ever feel safe enough to be a rotten little butthead once in a while.

I agree with the tags on this one sm. AGREED

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