I Hate Doing Drugs

don’t become a victim of yourself

you control everything you do

poison in my blood,

no bite, no arrow either.

just a glimpse of heaven,

to a nonbeliever.

empty my mind

cloudy high

i was lying

when i said i was fine

i can no longer hide it

just me and my regrets now

feelin heavy in my chest now

you saw my worst, can i show you my best now?

let down those walls around your heart

take me back to the start

take me back to the start

Everything I do

Has me written all over it

I stain the very air

The very moment

Oh I could hate you…

Who gave you the right to be all my favorite things??

i hear music when i’m around you

you have become many things,

like the certain shape of a cloud,

or a ring pop for a wedding ring,

a flower in the ground,

and a ghost that haunts my memories.

Perhaps the ultimate gift is to remember someone

i wore frozen tears

but it hurts

you’re burnt in my skin

like a curse

my flesh will never forgive you

my flesh will never forget

my flesh will never forgive you

my flesh will never forget

i remember every night

i held your hand

so you could sleep

and i remember every night

you said to me

you didn’t want to be alive

so i’d never sleep

so that every night

you’d still be here with me