Wasted,

History doesn’t repeat itself. It rhymes.

-a crazy scientist looking guy I met today

Perhaps the ultimate gift is to remember someone

one more time

touch my skin

hold me tight

i don’t want it to end

the look in ur eyes

tells me everything

all your lies

disguised as loveliness

all those things you said

all those things you said

i don’t want to die

but don’t want to exist

don’t know how to cry

i’m no good at this

it’s all in my head

it’s all in my head

i think i would look peaceful in my casket

i think it’s so beautiful that we can learn each others ways and thoughts. we can understand each other or at least try to, and that itself is a way of giving your love to another. a little bit of your life, a little bit of your being. even if you don’t realize it.

I hold my home in my hands,

My mind flies around like a phantom,

And all along she was there,

Touching my skin,

Oh she got me going mental.

What would you do,

If I loved you just a little?

What would you do,

If I lean a little closer?

It’s my fault,

I haven’t done what I’m supposed to,

I was wrong,

For bottling all these emotions.

you have become many things,

like the certain shape of a cloud,

or a ring pop for a wedding ring,

a flower in the ground,

and a ghost that haunts my memories.

if i’m being honest

i have to let you go

the southern sun is setting

sinking ships below

backwards i’ve been running

downwards i have flown

heart is getting heavy

you say it’s overgrown

moth

when i look deep into your eyes,

hypnotized, i’m staring into a light.

i squint my eyes, but im still stuck to you.

i’m burning up from the things that you do.

well i’m a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

yea just a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

tonight,

you and me,

the sunrise,

i envy.

no home,

come save me,

window,

escaping.

well i’m a moth

in the dark im lost,

and the only light i had was you

yea just a moth,

in the dark i’m lost,

and the only light i had was you.

just leave me,

it’s hopeless,

im burnt up,

and swollen.

someone,

once told me,

true love,

is stolen.

-b

let your light consume

my every shadow

i heard the moon

she whispered things that didn’t matter

i find it rude

she leaves every few hours

she said i was always there

you just didn’t see me

and when she came back

i was the one leaving