If I’m Being Honest

moth

when i look deep into your eyes,

hypnotized, i’m staring into a light.

i squint my eyes, but im still stuck to you.

i’m burning up from the things that you do.

well i’m a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

yea just a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

tonight,

you and me,

the sunrise,

i envy.

no home,

come save me,

window,

escaping.

well i’m a moth

in the dark im lost,

and the only light i had was you

yea just a moth,

in the dark i’m lost,

and the only light i had was you.

just leave me,

it’s hopeless,

im burnt up,

and swollen.

someone,

once told me,

true love,

is stolen.

-b

i guess my mistake was, i saw you as memories. i must’ve forgot that there was still more of you to remember.

three days

till the weekend,

i feel weak and

cant even eat,

been reeking of weed,

can’t even sleep

but i’m so tired

i killed the sheep

i hate my skin

why do i exist

i look like if

god took a piss

I play with guns

I’m touching fire

I’m on the run

Leave it all behind us

I sleep in my car

I won’t get too far

I think too much

It’s hard to slow down

When you’re ahead

they say my musics too loud

And I don’t know anything

But that’s alright with me

Life is a comedy

all you do is lie and deceit

don’t you know an eye for an eye

is a bad habit? so keep the receipt

i need them to see,

but this is deeper than me.

try having a secret to keep

with a backstabbing grit in your teeth

but want the whole world to love you

as their favorite mystery piece

how can you blame a single person you meet.

i’m no angel you see

i fly high with devils

born with no wings

my love embezzled

by impermanent things

we are all sinners unique

and purpose we seek

so keep the ground on your feet

because we’re all here fighting gravity

“my head was killing me, i was killing me.”

— m.v

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