I Guess My Mistake Was, I Saw You As Memories. I Must’ve Forgot That There Was Still More Of You To

moth

when i look deep into your eyes,

hypnotized, i’m staring into a light.

i squint my eyes, but im still stuck to you.

i’m burning up from the things that you do.

well i’m a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

yea just a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

tonight,

you and me,

the sunrise,

i envy.

no home,

come save me,

window,

escaping.

well i’m a moth

in the dark im lost,

and the only light i had was you

yea just a moth,

in the dark i’m lost,

and the only light i had was you.

just leave me,

it’s hopeless,

im burnt up,

and swollen.

someone,

once told me,

true love,

is stolen.

-b

my attempt to be understood

stains everything i do

there are no mistakes

let the chaos consume you

Fail fail fail

Try again

Fail fail fail

Try harder

Fail fail fail

What are your regrets

Fail fail fail

Till the altar

Where there’s a meaning,

there’s an author,

And they experience all that they wander

Spread your wings,

a jump little farther

And fail fail fail

No longer

it’s always the stars that fall down

that never reach the ground

stuck in my head i won’t go

to that dark place i know

try to explain my thoughts

lost in translation i’m lost

i want what i can’t have

Hold me close

And hold me bare

I’ll take a flight

I’ll be right there

You told me you cared

I see my flaws

I know they’re there

You say you love

But do you swear?

Can’t ignore what’s in my head

Her hair was on fire

A peppermint martini

Right beside her

Oh..

She was so close

Stepping on my toes

Her freckles and her nose

Her lip gloss stained my daydream

Her presence warmed my soul

Our eyes are always dancing

Without you is vertigo.

laughed at

for my pain

fake smiles

helps a while

but nothing

stays

the same

life

seems fake

sometimes

you know?

can you

believe

the things

you knew?

if you

deny

the things

you hide

you might

just find

you’re holding

demons

inside.