Did It Hurt? Did I Mean Anything?

How many potatoes does it take to kill an Irishman?

None

It’s crazy how I can’t get you off my mind, but I doubt I’m even on yours.

He just wants to be friends. Thats okay. Not like i loved you anything HAHA. After all we did too? Damn. I might cut too deep tonight.

You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

@drunkidiotwriting

You are on a quest to right very wrong no matter how small or pointless inside your book of grudges. No matter how large or small you will go out of your way to meek out justice. Anything from genocide to farting in public is in your book. It’s very heavy.

He doesn't care about my feelings at all. He still texts his ex when hes in front of me but he wont text me in front of his ex. Now, who do you think he actually loves? Me or her? I fucking hate my life. I wish i died when i tried to kill myself in sophomore year. I hate all of this

You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

I really am so alone. I just want to die. I am meaningless. No ome actually cares, so why would I?

I am begining to realize, once again, that i probably dont matter to the one i love. That hes probably just using me, saying that he loves me because my house is the safe place. I dont want it to be true, but he wont really talk to me when hes not here. I just want to be loved without having to work so god damn hard for it.

Im missing you so much right now. I want you to be here with me. I want to be in your arms for the rest of our lives because that is how i actually feel. I'm starting to, once again, imagine my wedding. I haven't done this in years because i didnt think id make it to 18. But here i am, thinking i wont make it to 20 anymore and being absolutly in love with your smile, your laugh, your dumb little quirks that you have, and the way you make me feel.

I just dont know if i am good enough for the love you say you have for me.

I love you so much, but you wont ever know that.