you know what’s really hard that I don’t see a lot of posts about? Organizing your friends into categories of “fatter than me” and “skinnier than me” just because of my ED. Like i don’t mean to, and I love all my friends equally, but it just happens. “hang out with her, you’ll look skinnier since she’s ‘fatter’” and “she’s skinnier than you, eventually you’ll look better than her”. Sometimes I hate my brain.
TW TW TW /// ed mentions
go drink some water and eat some food >:)
you deserve it >:))))
“i’ll gain weight!!” “i’m at my calorie limit” “i cant do that if i wanna be skinny!!!”
fine. eat something healthy, something with nutrients, just do something other than starving yourself.
it 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘.
i don’t know where you got the idea that it would work from. my guess is social media, specifically tumblr. but trust me. it won’t work. there are no ‘exceptions’. you’re unique, and special to everyone around you, but you can’t beat science.
so yes. go eat something. go drink some water. these are things you need to survive.
i’m sorry that you feel like looking at these tags. i’m so sorry that you don’t think you’re good enough to live. but do it for your loved ones. there will be someone out there, whether it’s a teacher, a friend, a family member, or even just someone you met online, there will 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 be someone out there who cares for you. 𝐼 care about you.
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please 💐💐
Become beautiful when I reach my goal weight
Prove everyone that ever called me ugly wrong
Feel good about myself finally
Enjoy life again
Be able to do what i want and feel damn good about it
Look good in every photo with no effort
Eat all the foods I’m too scared to eat now
Make them wish they never made fun of me
Have control.
This way people can see they’re not alone. I have them and this would help me see that.
Me, preparing high calorie food for other people cause it calms my urge to eat
Friends: You really need to stop doing this to yourself.
Me: *unable to control my mental health*