My Skin Is Clear But Lately Its Been Getting Bumpy (no Acne And Stuff Tho, Just Bumpy Instead Of Smooth)

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Nothing exciting happened today, just scrolling the communities and daydreaming. Time of the month where I've gotta pay the WiFi but I don't, so I'm using my data :/

I'm gonna try drawing tonight. I don't know what but it's calling me to bring it to life. I should probably read a book too...

OH I FINISHED LUCIFER YEYEYYEE, I loved that show so much! Time to finish Dr House md. I wouldn't have changed the way Lucifer ended, but I'd love a special episode, but I suppose I can do without it.

10/10 show would recommend 🥲🫶🏾.

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Need to be my mc since yesterday, she's gorge I wanted her more than matthias 😻😼

Yes I play interactive games like THTH, episodes and choices or wtv AND LADS<3. What else was i gonna say bout it.... Speaking of, I should get episodes again, I'm done with too hot to handle already 😝.

It’s All About Perspective:

Sometimes, all it takes is a quarter turn.

That dried paint blob: smeared, ugly, accidental — can become a dancing figure with big shoes, a biker, an abstract expression, if you just tilt it. And what if your life is the same? What if you’re not broken, lazy, or lost, but simply looking at your own story from the wrong side?

We’ve all been there. Hair greasy, phone hot from hours of scrolling, a million open tabs and zero opened dreams. You’re rotting in bed, flicking from one TikTok to another, laughing, then crying, then dissociating, watching other people live out the things you swore you’d do. It’s addicting. Comfortable. Even aesthetic. "Girl rot" became a moodboard, for Christ's sake but no one tells you that staying there too long leaves you hollow.

But here’s the truth, my dear angels: you’re not the paint blob. You’re the hand turning the page. You decide the angle.

So how do you shift perspective when everything feels heavy? When life is a loop of doomscrolls, late-night existential spirals, and the occasional burst of fake motivation?

You start slow. You start small. You turn the page.

Maybe I'll post something about this topic tomorrow :)

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I feel like March is Orange, he is giving orange idk why, it fits the handsome lad very much. Yes March is a boy... No further queries...

Woke up... Late - sink routine - skipped stretch again... - had only black coffee and one toast as breakkie - read a classic - listen to substack - OH EM GEE I FORGOT TO TAKE A PIC OF MY LUNCH : FRIED SWEET POTATO, TRUST ME😌👌- the scroll of doom - thought of march resolutions; will share tomorrow - played LADS - made whipped coffee - touched some grass, coz my phone was dying and there was no electricity/WiFi - made dalgona for funsies - simped over older men - watch Lucifer - shower - dinner + Luci - now bed time + more Luci.

Also look at this tweet of mine that NOBODY liked. Furthermore, my friend is fed up of me 💔

What's wrong with liking Hannibal, Dr. House, and Lucifer? Clearly, I have a type 🙄.

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Let it Be Ugly

so you can access the precious side.

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WIFI GOT PAID MWHWHHAHHAHA TIME TO LEARN CODE 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

10/10 day

I was sleepy while drawing this, tell me if you wanna see my actual art— the real deal [confident]

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Lemee show you my first ever abstract painting 😼 heh.

Apart from filming that draft post, I'd say today was mediocre; I had bad cramps. By the way, I don't see my fellow girl bloggers mentioning period topics. Perhaps I'll take this as an opportunity to write about periods! It's not a taboo topic, and while I understand that girl blog spaces are welcoming and gender-neutral, I think discussing it and giving tips would be quite beneficial to those of us that menstruate in the community :D.

Reached a pivotal moment in House MD, and I just keep falling in love with his character, dawg. I love antiheroes; I love empathizing with characters you're not supposed to show care for. Ugh, new comfort show!

1: i aspire to be that girl with her rats. 😭❤️‍🩹 Me whennnnnn? I love rats; I had a baby fever equivalent for rats, especially rex rats. 🥹💓 I can't wait to be grown up and get grown up money to have my own 2-3 cuties 😭😭😭😭. Great, now I'm falling in love again.

2:No, because I'm starting to think I'm too in love with the act of drawing myself that I over-romanticize my appearance. Even though I'm satisfied with my current looks, I do acknowledge I tend to do too much in my drawings. 😭

3:Old haul that reminded me to finish the book - Madame Bovary by Gustave Flaubert. It's kind of a 'you snooze, you lose' book... As in, if you push through the first 20 pages, that's when it really starts. Is that a good analogy?

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OK so I lied... I didn't learn new html magic, I was itching to download substack so I did, and omg why did no one tell me about that app 😃?!!!??!!!

Substack is the app I'd be (I wish 🌚)

I've been listening to all those sick essays and writings and poems and I'm so utterly in love with every one's mind and articulation Urgh.

Anyways it's 9:40 rn, I'm gonna do my doulingo lesson then get on with fixing my website, maybe I'll share the updates soon with yall; I use neocities 😼, but the website I'm working on is for my alter ego but I'll make another for my main so dw)

Here's a cat I met recently, I told her pspsps 😻

9/10 day :p

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Today was boring tbh, worked out. Being forced to study something I know I will be shit at in uni, deadline for applications is 19th. I'm NOT thrilled, I mean at least my friend will be there but other than that Id rather km$, hoping to do a minor in art so that during graduation I'll put a real smile of pride holding my art degree 🥹🥲.

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Today I ate kale, made myself a really ugly salad... Soooo not pictured lol, my skin is doing better - something seems to be wrong but I'll be just fine. Tho I didn't have time to exercise I did feel like it, maybe I should squeeze a stretch before bed to satisfy that craving. I also made some oat cookies :D!!!! And had quite the productive conversation with my best friend

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Day b4 vals, no gf or bf 💔

Today I simply existed and did things I wanted to quit but alas, here I am thinking about them again

Here what I make for brekkie today tho.