Aphonicchaos - T.

-J. L. Carr, from A Month in the Country

Fck feelings, I love being dead

-Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Vanessa Bell written c. August 1908

“I opened my mouth, almost said something. Almost. The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had. But I didn’t. I just watched. Paralyzed.”

-Khaled Hosseini, The kite runner

𝐴𝑢𝑔𝑢𝑠𝑡 1 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑠.

𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒.

𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑎𝑟𝑒.

𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑔 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑠.

𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑤ℎ𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑐 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑘 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠.

𝐻𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝐺𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝐷𝑎𝑦 💌

Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter featured in The Letters of Edna St. Vincent Millay

Trust me, it's ok.

It’s okay to miss sometimes. Not some person but the time that is gone. The time when you could sleep a little longer, laugh a little louder and never feel tired. When the world was happy, when you were happy.

The most toughest part in any relation is give up,giving up on that person you once gave the world to. You stop giving explanation, you stop expecting things and even though you want to you just stop yourself from going near that person because you know doesn't matter how much you love them or how many times you forgive them, when you will leave because of the pain they cause you they will not even stop you. Their's some silence in the conversation and some words behind the silence which you both don't listen to anymore or don't tend to listen. Sometimes your heart wants to give them the explanation, wants to tell them each and every thing running through your mind but... But you don't cause you know it will not change a single thing so you backspace the whole paragraph and let them be in peace and that's my friend is the most broken part.

In English, Paulo Coelho said that

"So I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you "

but in hindi Shahrukh khan says

"Agar kisi cheez ko shiddhat se chaaho to puri kaaynat use tumse milane ki koshish me lag jaati hai"