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for sure going to do that tho
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"I'm having suicidal thoughts again and I want to tell someone. I want to open up and ask for help but I'm scared that they'll see me different so I just face it alone until the thoughts eventually win."
— my thoughts are killing me slowly
you’re sat in the library, there are thousands of leather-bound books surrounding you. it’s late enough that most people have already left but early enough that you’re still only on your first coffee. you’re reading an academic text on a topic you’re really interested in. you’re feeling motivated for the night ahead of you.
My therapist- John Lennon saying and I oop- as George squeezes passed him in the 60s isn't real, it cant hurt you
John Lennon saying and i oop- as George squeezes passed him in the 60s-
7 Comfort Films
I was tagged by @academicsuggestions
Mamma Mia! (And Mamma Mia 2)
The Princess Diaries
Moonrise Kingdom
Clueless
Scream
Legally Blonde
All Harry Potter films
I tag @theladyvampira @darkacademaniac @dark-academiia and anyone else who wants to participate 🖤
oh my god this is something out of life experience
When I tell you I believe in love at first at sight, I mean that every time I look you are a different person. I mean that looking’s not the same as seeing—we’re not static. It’s an hypothesis the sun will rise tomorrow. Every day I see it, and worry is the thief of so much joy, but not of this— that I don’t take it for granted. And when I say “I love you” every time you take the car, I mean not only that we almost hit a moose the other day. I mean it’s easier to write a sex scene than a make-out session. I mean I can’t describe your breath into another mouth, it’s so familiar— and the passion that could make it last forever came from novelty or desperation. So I think about meteors when we kiss. I think of supernovas, blackholes, gamma ray bursts and all the things in space that could vaporize us— every mass extinction event except the Anthropocene because that’s too depressing. I think about there being no god and no heaven and no higher purpose when I look into your eyes and I don’t need them, I just need time to slow down. I’m sorry I haven’t written you more poems, my love, they’re not marketable I think. People like to read themselves into these things and, well you know I like to write them there. But it’s not for me to say— this ‘you’ is only yours. I’ve put nothing on a pedestal that wasn’t my own. And when I ask if you can take a sick day while the kid’s at school, I mean not only that I want to ravish you in every room; I mean it doesn’t matter if we hit those moose or not— I mean that I don’t want us to grow old together, I want to be there when that meteor hits, stopping time forever— I won’t go into that light without you. And when I say “I love you” and “sleep well”, I mean I hope to see you in the morning for the first time. I mean that I would walk a thousand miles in the night to toss a pebble at your bedroom window, lift a boombox and shout: I’ve known you for a century; let me in your life. * * * Written Novemeber 2020.
Whatever you were dreaming about previously comes to an abrupt stop, and a change in vibrational frequency occurs after the spirit appears.
The dream becomes more lucid, and you are able to act consciously and communicate effectively with the spirit.
Your sensory perceptions become clearer.
The dream’s scenery reverts back to your room, and you see the spirit inside your room or beside your bed.
After the spirit has given you an important message, you wake up between 3-4 AM.
You will instantly be able to recognise the spirit, often telepathically hearing it’s name.
Upon waking up, you are able to recount the dream in great detail.
The dream is accompanied by the spirit’s symbolism, especially if it is a deity.
You meet the spirit through a door or gateway - the astral threshold.
Depending on what kind of spirit has visited you, you may wake up feeling drained and with a headache.
this
You always say I can talk to you but it's getting bad again and it just feels like I've been bothering you
Confession #39
Crown - Selenite, Crystal Quartz, Moonstone, Fluorite, Amethyst
Third Eye - Lapis Lazuli, Iolite, Sapphire, Sodalite
Throat - Agate, Angelite, Turquoise, Amazonite, Hawk Eye
Heart - Rose Quartz, Aventurine, Malachite, Unakite
Solar Plexus - Citrine, Tiger’s Eye, Amber, Yellow Calcite, Topaz
Sacral - Carnelian, Peach Moonstone, Orange Aventurine, Orange Calcite
Root - Red Jasper, Obsidian, Red Tiger’s Eye, Tourmaline