talking is too easy for others
am i just fucking dumb and horrible at conversation or what
why is it so exhausting
WHY CANT I PUT THE PHONE DOWN AND SLEEP
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
omfg I NEED HELP WHAT
will drink my water now. thank you, fish
I would like for you to drink 1 water today, you can drink half a water now and the other half later if that's easier, take care of yourself please
I’ll probably come out to people with some sht like a meme with “i’m gay” as the caption
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Each day, I wake up not knowing if we will make it through the next. My daughter should be learning to walk, to smile at strangers, to feel safe in her world — but instead, she’s learning to live in the middle of a war zone. 🕊️
I’m not writing this to ask for pity. I’m sharing our truth because silence won’t protect us. Maybe, through this message, someone will hear us — and care. 🤍
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apparently he worked the most on the farm. he’s the one who inherited it. see, his father died when he was 11. he’s the youngest. if he’s much like me, he probably feels as if he didn’t get as much time with his father as his siblings did before he died.
grief is hard for everyone, but his family was the type to shut up and work when any hardship happened. distract themselves. i think that’s why he does it.
he doesn’t want to sell our cows completely, no matter how much he cares for the enviroment. i know it’s not for money. we have enough, the cows barely garner any needed difference.
it’s just his way of dealing with grief, i think my [paternal] grandfather did the same when his father died at 11. coincidencentally, my great-grandfather’s (same person who died when my grandfather was 11) parents left him in ireland when he was 6.
they all had hard lives.
oh wait i also have to undo that i think of gay men as the default sexuality after hetero just because they’re men-
shit
i regret to inform you my favourite books (pre 10 years old) was the shallow transphobic harry potter books 🥲 i moved on to asoue and percy jackson though
ps: no shame to people who enjoy hp, i just prefer reading books that go in depth about characters over plot
me when somebody asks me if i was a harry potter kid or a twilight kid
URGENT
links i have compiled to help 🍉!!!
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