I Hate How My Standards Are “don’t Be Homophobic”. Like That’s It.

talking is too easy for others

am i just fucking dumb and horrible at conversation or what

why is it so exhausting

normalise listening to romance/break up songs platonically

i regret to inform you my favourite books (pre 10 years old) was the shallow transphobic harry potter books 🥲 i moved on to asoue and percy jackson though

ps: no shame to people who enjoy hp, i just prefer reading books that go in depth about characters over plot

me when somebody asks me if i was a harry potter kid or a twilight kid

why do i not know how to vent? my parents were always there for me

something is wrong with snapchat spotlight istg 💀 idek why i scroll on it anymore it’s so queerphobic

uh oh….herbin..

I've hidden something scary, and FUCKED UP in this post

umm i’m gonna share my cringy ahh poem i wrote at 3am. i hate it. i wrote it in english for some reason.

someday.

apologies you never hear are my favourite to tell.

the inner dialogue i write out

the monologue i imagine

the whispers that never left my mouth

a spoken regret that never happened

though it repeats in my head.

it feels as if i should’ve stayed.

though i know someday i’ll be red.

someday.

the same day i never tell you.

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Post about Mask of My Own Face by Lemon Demon cause I’m bored

(shtty theory!! Also my view on it, just randomly on a sunday decided to do this 😭)

Huow I see it is someone not feeling comfortable enough about themselves that they need to pretend to be a different person, but everyone associates his face with this personality. ORRR of course it might be masking.

“And I’d dance with all the belles.”

He thinks he’s not good enough to dance with him as his true self.

“None of them would know that I was secretly myself”

They think of “himself” as a different person than he thinks of himself as.

“I’d rob my own apartment and I wouldn’t give a damn.”

He would self-sabotage? I’m not sure about this one.

“I’d blame it on the person nobody knows I am.”

How could they hate someone who ‘doesn’t exist’? Also ties back to self sabotaging?

“I look into my eyeholes, what do I see? A handsome motherf*cker motherf*cking looking right at me.”

Phrased as though it’s a different person. And looking into the eyeholes of the mask; eyes are the gateway to the soul. Saying “handsome” shows it’s not a quality of personality, it’s a physical quality that he thinks will make him a better person. Gods this is a shitty theory I’m sorry 💀

“A mask of my own face, I’d wear that.”

He doesn’t have the same idea of his face as people do of this mask. Or: he wears a mask that isn’t his face, and wants to be himself but is scared of being open.

“I'd wear it on Thanksgiving and I'd laugh in the parade

At all the people hissing, knowing I'm the one they hate.”

“I’m the one they hate”: is he thinking he is that person now? Has he used that persona so much it’s becoming reality?

“And at the big finale I would tear my face away

And smile as they grip their own and try to do the same”

He would tear off his mask, he wouldn’t be that person anymore if nothing mattered. Hypothetical language is used implying that he would do that if he didn’t care.

And everyone else wishes rhey could be themselves but it’s melded into them?? Or they wish it was a persona maybe?

Yeah I’m sorry this was really shitty 💀 open to criticism 😭😭

never realised how much media demonised aro-but-not-ace people till i saw it in myself