My in real time thoughts on ACT 5 to the end! Obviously, spoilers ahead
What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what th
OH MY GOD NO SIFFRIN STOP IT STOP STOP STOP STOP ITTTT STOP PLEASE STOP SIFFRIN
NO NO NO NO NO THEY FUCKING LEFT ALREADY DIDNT THEY THEYRE GONE THEY LEFT OH MY GOD THEY HATE US NOW WAIT THEY FIDNT LEAVE OH MY GOD THATS SO MUCH FUCKING WORSE OH MY GOD IT IS SO MUCH WORSE
OH MY GOD WE LEFT ON OUR OWN SIFFRIN NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO SIFFRIN OH MY GOD
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE ROOMS OH MY GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN MEMORY OF EMPTINESS OH MY GOD NO ATTACK COOL DOWN THIS IS THE ONLY TIME IVE BEEN UPSET AT THAT
I DONT LIKE THE MUSIC ITS ALL DISTORTED AND TRAGIC AND OMMINOUS
OH MY GOD THE GHOST IS BACK AND ITS REVERSED OH MY GOD WE JUST FUCKING BROKE THE COUNTER OH MY GOD SIFFRINS SPRITE MF THE GHOST AGAIN
THE MUSIC KEEPS SWITCHING FROM DISTORTED AND TERRIFYING TO SO SAD AND TRAGIC LIKE ITS MARKING THE END
OH GOD ITS LIKE ITS MARKING THE END
WHY ARE THE HALLS SO WEIRD
OH MY GOD SIFFRINS JUST STRAIGHT SLICING THROUGH IT THEN MOVING ON
OH MY GOD NOT THE HALLUCINATION OF THE OTHERS WHAT THE FUCK TAT
BRO WOULD THE CHANGE GOD EVEN GIVE ME THE KEYKNIFE ATP WTF OR IS SIFFRIN JUST FUCKING STRONG ENOUGH TO NOT GIVE A SHIT
WHYS THE HALLWAY LOOPING WHATS WRONG WITH THESE ROOMS
MF YOU AGAIN
OH MY GOD THE ROOMS WHAT THE FUCK
WHATS THE DEAL WITH FRUITS AM I BEING STUPID OR AM I SUPPOSED TO NOT GET IT WHY- OH SHIT IS IT BECAUSE BONNIE WOULD BE EATING AN APPLE IN HERE OR AM I STILL CRAZY
WHY ARE THERE MORE TEARS
WHY IS THE ROOM MIXING TAKING ME STRAIGHT TO EVERY ROOM I NEED
IK I SAID I DIDNT LIKE THE MUSIC BUT CAN I HAVE IT BACK NOW
THAT WAS SO CRUELLLLL YOU GAVE ME FAMILY JUST TO RIP FAMILY AWAY
AND I SAW RED AGAIN IS SOMETHING BREAKING IS IT OUR MIND I THINK ITS OUR MIND
HEY STOP LOOPING LET ME CONTINUE
OH COME LET ME ONE HIT THE GIANT HANDS FFS
WHY DO I KEEP GETTING THE LOOPING CUE AS THE SCREEN GLITCHES OUT IM NOT LOOPING
CAN THE GLORIFIED BOMB LEAVE ME ALONE OMG
AY STOP IT LET ME CONTINUE
STOP ITTTTTTTT
NO SIFFRIN WE NEED TO SLEEP AGAIN LET ME LOOP BACK SO WE CAN FIX IT PLEASE
WDYM THEYRE REFLECTED IN IT
AND WDYM ACTORS SIFFRIN NO
PLEASE STOP MAKING ME RE-LIVE THIS IT HURTS OMG
WHY IS THE ORIGINAL PICTURE THERE
WHY WAS THAT THE EXACT SAME AS WHEN WE FIRST GOT THERE
THE GHOST IS BACK CAN I FUCKING TALK TO THE GHOST IT KNOWS MORE THAN I FUCKING DO IF IT POPS UP EVERYWHERE
Huh I can escape fights I didn't know that or wait that might just be an act 5 thing
WHAT THE FUCK MIRABELLE
LET ME LEAVE MIRABELLES ROOM STOP MAKING ME THINK ABOUT IT
OH MY GOD POOR SIFFRIN
AY LET ME CALL LOOP
OH MY GOD SIFFRINNNNN MY BABY
STOPPPPPPPPPP
NOW I FEEL BAD WANTING TO LOOP BACK WTF
FINE FULLY ADOPTING SIFFRIN PHILOSOPHY JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD AND ITLL ALL BE OVER EVENTUALLY
CHANGE GOD IF YOURE WATCHING ME DONT YOU FUCKING SAY SHIT ALRIGHT IMMA GET THE KEYKNIFE AND CONTINUE ON MY WAY
OH MY GOD WHY ARE THE KINGS THINGYS OR WAIT THATS HAIR ISNT IT WHY IS THE KINGS HAIR COVERING THE WALLS NOW AND WHY ARE KEY SPOTS BLOCKED BY LIKE 3 ROWS OF TEARS TF
ODILE WHAT
PLEASE SIFFRIN I JUST WANT YOU TO CHILL AND BREATH FOR A SEC
WHY WAS THERE AN ARMY OF INVERTED GHOST MES
OH THANK YOU I WAS ABOUT TO BE SO PISSED IF YOU TRIED KEEPING IT AWAY FROM ME
YOU KNOW ATP YOU GO FOR IT SIFFRIN IM TIRED OF THESE THINGS
SHIT DID THEY ACTUALLY GO AHEAD HOW ARE THEY AHEAD THEY CANF ACTUALLY BE AHEAD RIGHT
CAN I HAVE THE MUSIC BACK
JUST FIGHT ME ASS WIPE
OH MY GOD THIS IS GONNA TAKE FOREVER AT THIS RATE
OH SCISSORS DOES SAME DMG FOR ALL FINE THEM IMMA SPAM SCISSORS
BRO SIFFRINS FACE BARELY CHANGES WHEN LOW HO NOW
OH MY GOD SIFFRIN THAT FUCKING HURT
YOU KNOW WHAT AT LEAST BEATING YOUR ASS IS A GOOD WAY TO VENT MY ANGER DAMNIT
OH GOD IT WENT RED FROM THE KING YELLING
WHAT
OH GOD ITS CAUSE IM FIGHTIBG KN MY OWN
OH GOD SIFFRIN QAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT
DID
WHAT
WHERE AM I
DUDE WHAT THE FUCK
ITS THE GHOST
WHY ARE WEVFIGGHTING
WHATD
AH
MAL DU PAYS WHAT
HOKDD TRANSLATION BEFORE CONTINUING
OH GOD IM SHAKING
HUH HOMESICKNESS?
IS THAT ACTUALLY WHAT IT MEANS OR IS GOOGLE TRANSLATE FUCKING WITH MD
WDYM IMMUNE
I HIT ROCK YOU LOOK LIKE ME SO YOU SHOULDVE BEEN WEAK RIGHT
WHAT
BRO AT LEASY SAY SOMETHING
MX. MAL DU PAYS SAY SOMETHING PLEASE
DONT LEAVE MR TO JUST ATTACK
STOP STARING AND SAY SOMETHING
what....
What..
Bonnie...
Bonnie please...
NO STOP IT NOW
NOT ODILE
oh god...
Oh...
Oh shit...
Ohhhhhhh...
Oh god
Oh god not even human anymore
Oh my god
Oh please let it be fake
Please please
Let it be fake
Let Mal Du Pays stop talking
WHY ARE YOU CRYING
WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU CRYING
YOU THROQ THAT SHIT AT ME AND YOU CRY
NO NOT ISABEAU
NOT HIM
Oh...
Oh god...
Oh no no no no
No no no no no no no no no
Please stop
Oh hod stop stop stop stop don't do this to Mr no no no
Oh shit shit no isabeau no no no no no stop stop stop
Why are you yelling
Why throw all that at me and start yelling like you're in pain
I'm want our of this so bad holy shit let me out dude
NO STOP OPENING YOUR MOUTH STOP UT
NOT MIRA
Oh
Oh
Oh god
Mira
No
Mirabelle
OH GOD ITS ALL RED
This scene is hopeful but idk why but I don't feel very hopeful at all...
Huh
HUH
HOW IS THE KING BEING FROZEN
He remembers now
I'm glad at least someone does
He gets to be frozen remembering home
Ok this is making me feel a bit better
NEVERMIND NOT HOPEFUL
IS THAT OUR FAULT
STOP
MAL DU PAYS
ITS STILL BEHIND US
WHY IS IT FOLLOWING
LEAVE ME ALONE
HUH
OH GOD WHAT DO I PRESS
DINE YES
IM SCARED HELP ME
I feel like a feeble old woman this is disgusting
They don't wanna hear the sorry
That's fair
STOP STOP STOP NOT AGAIN PLEASE NOT AGAINNO NO NO NON OXNO WAIT STOP
NO NO NO NO
SIFFRIN
OH GOD THEYRE BIG LIKE THE KING WAX
DINT MAKE ME FIGHT THEM
DONT MAKE ME FIGHT THEM
PLEASE
NO I WONT ATTACK
I REFUSE
MIRABELLE DONT HEAL ME PLEASE
LET ME DO IT MYSELF
NO I DONT WANT TO HURT THEM
WHAT DID LOOP TELL YOU
STOP
IM NOT HURTING YOU SO STOP PLEASE MIRA
Oh
They know
No I don't want the to know
I loope
DONT STOP ME PLEAS
ODILE LET ME GO BACK
I WONT ATTACK THEM
I DONT CARE IF ODILE IS STOPPING ME FROM LOOPING BACK WHEN THATS ALL I WANT TO DO
I WONT ATTACK THEM
SGOP HEALING ME
STOP HEALING ME SO I CAN DIE AND LOOP BACK OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD THAT
IM GONNA CRY
PLEASE LET IT BE THE END
I THINK THERES ANOTHER ACT OR SOMETHING STILL BUT LET IT BE THE END
Hey my hat
My hat
Where hat
Oh don't make me fucking talk to you after them
I'm getting flashbacks lady oh my god
Also I want my hat back
I GOT HEADPATS FROM ODILE
THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE
BONBON HUGGIESSSSSSSS
LH THANK FUCK
THAT WAS SO CUTE
MY HEART IS FULL
God I love this game
Hi so in stars and time is effectively altering my brain chemistry and like, entire life.
Here I thought this was gonna just be a chill time of me discovering a new game I'd enjoy
hi love you guys do me a favor. big big big BIG breath in right now all the way all the way breathe in feel your belly expanding hold hold hold.. hold.. now everything out like ur a deflating balloon. whoosh. whooooooooosh. imagine water streaming from the top of your head down your shoulders off the ends of your fingertips and toes. u are a reed in a river a beam of pure light a steady anvil solid and heavy. ok that was all thank u
This with Dazai and Atsushi
here's something i've actually said that could probably be a solid incorrect quote:
character a: *sick with a cold*
character b: *brings them cold medicine* you took one pill this morning, right? you can take one more now that it's the evening
character a: i can take as many as i want?
character b: no, that's not what i said-
character a: hAND THOSE OVER
character b: no-
character a: I WANNA FEEL THE FIFTH DIMENSION. I WANNA SEE SOUND. I WANNA HEAR COLOR.
character b: nO-
🌠A divergence from the usual. Comic about a boy whose smile seldom reaches his eyes. Let this goodbye be our final one.
This is for all you awkward socializers out there. The ones who crave connection, want to interact, but are so damn confused by it, or so intimidated by it, you never reach out first.
Or, if you do, you feel like the other person's just humoring you. Just giving the polite answers until you leave them alone. You read each interaction with that bored/slightly annoyed tone. That "I don't wanna be rude, but gawd, just leave me alone already so I can talk with the people I want to talk to" tone.
You know the one.
And then you curse your awkwardness, you withdraw and stop interacting. And when no one else reaches out to you (maybe because they too feel that awkward intimidation, but that doesn't occur to you, they're so outgoing! they're so confident! they're so cool!) you convince yourself that maybe you just weren't meant to have friends. No one seems to notice you're quieter than usual. Maybe you should just stop trying.
Maybe they think you're the rude one. You never meant to be rude, you're just so damn bad at doing this friend thing. How much interaction is too much? Are you smothering or aloof? Where's the line? Are you coming off funny and engaging, or loud and annoying? OMG you don't want to be that person that others hate even thinking about!
And on and on your thoughts swirl, micro-analyzing everything, and making you feel like every single interaction you've ever had was one-sided, that everyone you've ever spoken to forgot you the moment the conversation ended. That you are so forgettable that no one would notice if you just . . . stopped. Just disappeared. No one would notice. No one would care.
I see you, fellow socially awkward friends.
There is so much bad in the world. So many horrible things on grand and smaller scales on people's lives. It's hard to keep things in perspective. Everyone has their own trials, their own hardships that others may know nothing about. I try to keep that in mind. But I sometimes fall into my own head, letting the negative thoughts drag me under for a while.
So here's a hug for everyone who has those moments. Those fears. Those frustrations and feelings of sadness and loneliness. You are (ironically) not alone. 💖💕
my boywife
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