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I didn't boop half of you half as well as I should like, and I booped less than half of you half as well as you deserve.
your wip just called. hey man your wip just called. its asking where you've been man.
Not BSD or anything but I drew victor on a whim in light of the news about the movie
Yuri on Ice holds such a special place in my heart. Itās what kickstarted my love for anime in general and led me to discover my favorite genres. It also gave me more confidence in my own sexuality and identity in general. I love seeing the community and am so happy that everyone will continue to thrive even with no more official content coming out. So, this is my thank you to yuri on ice. For showing me a whole new world of amazing people and series and for letting me learn how to love myself and find my own confidence to be unconditionally me. You have always and forever will hold a special place in my heart. And, of course, see you next level!
Not normally where I post my art but I finished a rough design for Atsushi in my Love Can End Even This Pain fanfic, an AU both lovingly and very uncreatively dubbed the Mentor!Chuuya AU where Chuuya finds and takes Atsushi in instead of Dazai
Below the cut is my re-written design notes and some other thoughts I have on him in this!
Design Notes:
-Atsushis black streaks are way more obvious in this AU than they are in canon
-His hair in general is also both fluffier and longer because heās a tiger why wouldnāt he be blessed with the floof and I also just like drawing the floof
-Atsushis color palette leans into more colors while also still being pretty muted. In future plans he will have an outfit with his classic black and white combo, but thatās a spoiler so gotta wait for that one ^^
-Chuuya stitched a little tiger decoration on his sleeve for shits and giggles when he noticed how much Atsushi wore that shirt specifically (note; this builds on my hc for Chuuya that he knows how to sew from his time in Suribachi with the Sheep; Iāll expand on that when I draw Chuuya design!)
-I hc Atsushi having some sensory issues, so his clothes as a whole are pretty baggy so they donāt rub against his skin. I also hc Atsushi as being someone who likes to have himself pretty covered when given the choice, so he gets a shirt underneath his short sleeve one
-Probably me projecting my own love of boots onto him, but Atsushi almost always wears a pair of military style boots. In my defense, theyāre pretty practical for his fighting style
-He keeps pocket watch on him! This is due to his past at the orphanage and a little something Iām excited to write in the fic that happens later on
Gen Thoughts on him:
-In this, Atsushi is more skilled in fighting than in canon because of Chuuya training him. So, heās also more muscular too
-In one of the chapters I touch on Atsushi having binge eating disorder, and this was one of my major hcs of his. His past really builds up on this, as well as his larger than life appetite. As Atsushi recovers from it, I imagine he would be more of a snacker. Just always eating something small while still having his regular meals. If Iām being honest, I donāt intend for him to fully recover from his general food anxiety since a part of the hc is him not understanding when he actually is hungry, so he is muscular but also skinnier than normal
-Iām also going to be making him a lot less naive. His environment would shift his morals pretty drastically imo, with them becoming more similar to Chuuya in a āI wonāt fight unless you pick one with me, but start it and I wonāt hesitateā way. I will, however, be keeping his no killing moral code in place for the most part. In general, Atsushi condones violence more than he does in canon though
-Very tiny and another general hc of mine but he loves music. Almost always listening to it and has heard some of every genre. Several pairs of earbuds and headphones no doubt
-In case you havenāt read the fic yet (please do ik Iām slow to update but I do hold a lot of love for it), Chuuya gives Atsushi a white tiger plush named Shiro. Atsushi likes to hug him every night because the plush reminds him heās not alone. Atsushi will also sometimes stare at Shiro while talking to Byakko in his head. Byakko does not appreciate being visualized as a toy, but Atsushi figures out how to brush him off pretty quickly.
Atsushi: *Is crying*
Chuuya:ā¦.
Chuuya: Who the fuck do I have to kill?
PSA for fanfic writers
No pressure. Just seeking some validation of my sentiment. Due to some. people
My friend told me to draw a dancing frog so have dancing Heket
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