the way my mood changes so suddenly should be studied. i was over the moon just an hour ago. like beyond elated, brimming with joy, the whole shebang. now the very thought of being alive any longer is making my stomach hurt. what happened
yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck. i dislike this very much.
i've come to realize that the π emoji is one of my greatest weaknesses. it's just unbelievably cute. you could say the most abhorrent thing known to humanity, but adding a little π at the end would immediately make me reconsider my initial disgust. i just love it so much
i'm very uncomfortable with being alive
unfortunately the only thing on my mind is pjsk
throwing away all my dignity for the sake of a friendship with someone who probably doesn't even like me because i'm so pathetic about it
AHHH IM SO GLAD ITS CANON
ALSO THIS IS MY FIRST REBLOG(i think) SO THANK U ALSO ALSO IF U WANNA YAP AB KYOSAYA PLEASE DO IT W MEππ
i'm not sure if i imagined this or not, but doesn't kyouko say to sayaka "i know you don't like being alone," when she meets her in her witch form? IF SO, MAY I JUST SAY, AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ALSO HER AND HER APPLES. ALSO WHEN SHE'S TELLING SAYAKA TO JUST GO AFTER GRIEF SEEDS INSTEAD OF WASTING HER MAGIC. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT KYOUKO SO MUCH. SHE'S SUCH AN AJSJDJDKSKMXMDM. that's LITERALLY my gf be so fr
just remembered that in 3rd grade my classmates and i would roleplay as a family and i ALWAYS had to play the father and the role consisted solely of giving money to my spoilt kids and mourning the loss of the wife that left me π
my mom is so good at making things about herself she's clearly where i got it from
gosh if i wasn't the worst i could've been a good friend. this really sucks
(i'm too boring to make this cool)
my name is arashel
i go by she/her
birthday: may 4th
taurus sun, gemini moon, and sagittarius rising
ISTJ
true neutral
hobbies: reading, singing, (occasionally) journaling
interests: bsd, ohshc, madoka magica, fruits basket, aot, horror, gore, salad fingers, arcane, tsitp, derry girls, reply 1988, the 8 show, genshin, hsr, pjsk, hamilton, epic: the musical, greek myths. (things in bold hold greater importance)
random likes: cards, dice, triangles, the wind, mild pain, water, milk, bread, blood, sharp objects, rocks, spiders
basic dni criteria, i block freely
dms/asks are open, i'm down for random conversations/friendship
if, for whatever reason, you want to see my reblogs, go to @megafirereblogs
this blog is mainly just for random thoughts of mine & life updates. tw for topics related to sh and suicide
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