When My Friend's Being Super Nice To Me But Then I Remember She's Nice To All Her Friends (i'm Just One

i've come to realize that the 😔 emoji is one of my greatest weaknesses. it's just unbelievably cute. you could say the most abhorrent thing known to humanity, but adding a little 😔 at the end would immediately make me reconsider my initial disgust. i just love it so much

had a dream where i was sleeping and my crush(?) was waking me up, and she genuinely looked so ethereal. i'm gonna be honest i don't think i have ever felt desire like that in my entire life

another day another layer of disappointment

literally the only thing keeping me going is the thought that i'll be able to do something unhealthy or self-destructive if i stay alive

i so terribly need snacks

self-pitying + superiority complex is actually a crazy combo someone save me from this fate

the way my mood changes so suddenly should be studied. i was over the moon just an hour ago. like beyond elated, brimming with joy, the whole shebang. now the very thought of being alive any longer is making my stomach hurt. what happened

imagine if instead of self-harm it was called arashel-harm and instead of hurting yourself, everyone would just beat me to a pulp and and cut cute little chunks out of me