Yep

my favorite childhood memory is having energy

Heathers (1988), dir. Michael Lehmann

Okay so obviously celebrity crushes are a big thing but does anyone else have celebrities that you're not attracted to but you're like... god I would love to have that person as a friend or an older sibling or a godparent or whatever... Like I'm not attracted to Paul F. Tompkins but every time I see him I'm like wow I lowkey want him to take me to the zoo and buy me an ice cream cone and a balloon... I wanna chill with Robb Wells on his back porch and hang out with his pet chickens... I wanna go to a karaoke night with Phoebe Bridgers and then get her advice on how to deal with shitty mental health days... I wanna eat nachos and watch hockey with Will Arnett... I want to talk to Jenny Owen Youngs about my feelings on Buffy the Vampire Slayer... idk there's such a culture of being super verbal and weirdly explicit about wanting to fuck celebrities but sometimes you just wanna platonically vibe with people

I just want to feel something besides nothing and pain

Low energy

david bowie in the man who fell to earth (1976) dir. nicolas roeg

a message from Rahul Kohli 

FERRIS BUELLER’S DAY OFF (1986) dir. John Hughes

RAINCOAT OF HORROR

Coraline ( 2009 ) IT ( 2017 ) Dark ( 2017 - 2020 ) The X-Files ( 1993 - 2018 ) The Village ( 2004 )

fucking thank you to never have i ever for tackling the bullshit "gay people have to be into everything gay and only everything gay" stereotype. it runs rampant on this hellsite and i'm beyond over the idea that all of my interests somehow have to be dictated by my sexuality.

message for people who arent my mutuals