That Thought At 3 Am Like "Maybe I Don't Need Sleep... Maybe I Could Just Drink Three Cups Of Coffee...

Oh god, this really strikes a chord. I struggle a lot with my identity as a queer girl because I never feel "queer enough". I identify as bi, and I have since I was 13. However, my attraction to women differs greatly from  my attraction to men, and the attraction I feel towards women is more romantic than physical. And every time I am attracted to a man I start overthinking and my anxiety comes into play. I almost start shaming myself for liking men. This always makes me feel like I'm feigning my queerness and I don't deserve a place in queer spaces. The bisexual label puts some kind of pressure on me, and from time to time I don’t even want to identify as anything because I’m too confused.  I’m sorry, I can’t really help, but I felt like sharing because I found someone like me and it made me feel a little bit better. At the end of the day, I know that all my crushes on girls were genuine, and I remember how and what I felt. Keeping that in mind helps me feel more secure

sometimes i feel so pressured to be “queer enough”. i know it’s the internalized biphobia, but i just feel so guilty when i talk about my attraction to women and fem-aligned people. in my attempt to become ok with my attraction to men and my own identity as a man that i lost my ability to be ok with my attraction to women. especially because my attraction to women isn’t exactly the type that men are expected to feel. i don’t want to be the dominant one in the relationship, i relate to posts that are like “i want a strong sword wife” instead of the other way around. i want to say “i love women so much” and not worry about feeling like that makes my attraction to men any less queer.

i care a lot about my place in the LGBT+ community, and i know that my place as the B in the lgBt community relates to my attraction to the same and other genders so i know it’s ok to still have m/f attraction and still secure in my indentity, hell my identity is partially BUILT on that attraction, but i feel so uncomfortable about it.

if anyone who’s bisexual or pansexual or any other multi sexual identity has any advice on feeling more secure in your m/f attraction while still feeling “queer enough” i would love some advice

yall we as a fandom are losing our shit

do you think we'll get gmmtv to reconsider their implicit veto on gl shows if we think hard enough

Let's try to manifest a good gl

I'm seeing people talk about dream female Only Friends cast and now I cannot stop thinking about my perfect Ray and Sand: Pat Chayanit and Fah Yongwaree.

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I just know Pat can do both Ray's annoying, rich boy vibes and also all the emotional nuance and depth.

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And I'm picturing Fah in a look similar to Jean from The Warp Effect, I think she would make a perfect Sand.

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We already know they work well together and have a nice chemistry.

And I know they can also pull off the heartwrenching and emotional scenes.

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I want to tattoo this masterpiece of a post on my forearm so I can reread it whenever I want

I could write a thesis on how Jae Won’s libido and romantic life are affected by his depression. I WILL SCREAM ON THE ROOFTOPS THAT BABY IS HIS FIRST LOVE TOO. He his a sensual and attractive bi/pan dude who has never been in love nor in lust. When he gave in to his attraction to JH he felt that the accident was the consequence of him indulging in pleasure. The way Jae Won shot down every spontaneous idea Ji Hyun had when they got back together ?! Refusing to listen to their giddiness, horniness, their joy and trying to be a senior when in fact he is AS GREEN as JH ?. He refused Ji Hyun’s invitation to sleep over, to ditch school, to leave the party early to be alone together, he resisted until he could not take it anymore and hugged his lover. Ji Hyun had to throw that man on his bed, pin him down and grind on him to get him to relax and give in. Good thing Ji Hyun is really a sexpot who will bang this dude into an early hip replacement.

Level of madness:

I got "Bad guy" stuck in my head but instead of Billie's voice it's a dog barking in tune

Me: I need some time to recharge

Also me: *falls down a rabbit hole of gay softcore shows and doesn't come out of her room for 3 days*

Me: I'm recharged now

dreamworks villain type shit

never in all of my years would i have expected to characterize a company’s rebrand as “actively hostile” and “potentially endangering lives” yet here we are

for context, that X sign is dangerously bright, directly faces an entire apartment complex, and to top it all off it fucking strobes

I can't believe I was actually alive when it happened. Way to go Disney

July 26th, the day Cyrus Goodman and TJ Kippen made history

Forgot I had a Tumblr again

here’s a video

I wish I'd started picking up hobbies before my social anxiety started because now I can't even learn to ride a bike or rollerscate because I MIGHT FALL OVER IN PUBLIC AND DIE OF EMBARRASSMENT

Hey universe I need SOMETHING ASAP