"Steve, Your Children Are Here"

Dude this is straight up poetry

Sand is so me fr

Makes me wanna poke my eye out with a freshly sharpened pencil

actually sick thinking about sand, the icarus. sand, who has probably been watching ray for so long, has seen how broken he is but could see how bright he shined underneath it all. sand, whose first words to ray were "are you okay?" and has followed through on the promise of those words every day since. sand, who let himself get close and told himself it would only be once but knew it was a failing mission. sand, who walked into the fire knowing he would get burned, but wanting so desperately to feel that warmth. sand, who keeps walking into the fire thinking maybe this time the warmth won't come with third degree burns.

Have you ever gotten over a crush in one day? It has happened to me recently. I liked this girl sooo much, dreamt about dating her. When we were out in the city and she would touch my knee or put her head on my shoulder, I felt this physical need to touch her and kiss her... But she's straight, and although I want her not to be, she doesn't have feelings for me. She likes me as a friend quite a lot, and a lot of the stuff she's said and done can fool a desperate queer girl like me, but..

And when I finally accepted that I just felt... That I don't have a crush on her anymore. Like, I completely lost that feeling and I can just enjoy her company and be myself around her without losing my head.

P. S. NOW I WORRY THAT MAYBE I JUST MADE EVERYTHING UP AND I DIDN'T REALLY HAVE A CRUSH ON HER i hate myself.

What I am gathering here…is that Sand will keep taking people back regardless of what they do to him. This cycle actually only stops when they throw him away for good, not because Sand draws boundaries or has a sense of self worth.

With Ray showing up and saying “I’m sorry” this episode, Sand reacts with joyful tears. Over and over he takes this man back. And now about Boeing: Sand was clearly bitter about Boeing getting with Top and is resentful of Top for the majority of the show. Yet when Boeing appears before him, Sand like leaps off the stage to talk. Where’s the resent Sand? It doesn’t exist! Instead Sand asks him if he got that job he applied for. Insane my guy lolol.

And now two people are vying for him and he’s going to have to make a decision for and by himself.

We’re rooting for you sweetie!

I had no fucking idea how gay the show "Merlin" is

I've waited for the second season of The Umbrella Academy partly because of the characters and the plot, but also I just wanted that DELICIOUS FUCKIN SOUNDTRACK YEEEAAAH

The scene with Aziraphale and Crowley drinking

Every fucking second of it is a whole fat mood

I have this weird thing about people my age looking much older than me. I'm the same age as Phuwin, the Heart Killers cast are only a couple years older. However when I look at those grown ass men on the screen and realise we could have been in the same grade in theory freaks me out cuz I'm like "im actually so smol". I am a full-on adult (fuck all of you and your pseudoscientific prefrontal core bullshit) but I feel like if Joong and I were standing next to each other people would think I'm a middle schooler

Just venting

Just a quick reminder that Joong is the youngest of the 4 of them. He's three (!) years younger than Khaotung.

Bonus

When your gay uncle is homophobic

I want to say something

Harry Potter was my shelter. I used to read and re-read the series over and over again as a means to escape reality, to escape my thoughts. When I was about 12, I started having problems with my mental health. My anxiety, social anxiety in particular, was crippling. So I was reading Harry Potter on an endless loop, obsessing to the point where I couldn't let myself go to sleep without reading at least a page from whatever book I was re-reading at the moment (yeah, I know it's bad). So the series was my escape, and it will forever have a special place in my heart.

BUT

I'm grown up now, and J. K. Rowling spouting that shit causes so much pain. Seriously, can this woman own up to her shit and just... I don't know... Shut it? Like, permanently?

Also, the series is full of harmful things which are subtle enough you don't notice them as a kid and they settle down deep inside of you and influence your view of the world (a race BORN to be slaves, antisemitic stereotypes, lack of diversity, etc) and if anyone wants to trash-talk the books with me I'm always ready.

To conclude, fuck J. K.

Let's just collectively rewrite the series