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Guys, I crave a really long, well written ANGSTY love triangle fic between Yuji, Nobara, and Megumi it's not even FUNNY. Here's my little dabble at it. I might make a full fic :3
Not proofread!!!
Trios never work
“Why are you so cold to me, Meg..? I just want to talk to you.” Nobara whispers in a cracking voice.
Megumi feels anger swirl in his gut. He hates how she's making herself out to be the victim when she's the one torturing him. Dragging him around for whatever sick and twisted reason. She has Yuji wrapped around her finger, and she wants to rub it all in his face.
“You just want me to listen.” he snapped, not phased by the sad look in her eyes.
Her mouth gaped open, and she looked like a fish gasping out of water. Her throat squeezed tight, making getting words out so much more difficult.
“No..no that's not what I want, Meg I-”
“Stop calling me that for fucks sake Nobara!” He cut her off.
“You trying to include me in this fucked up trio makes me sick, everytime i hear that dumb nickname I want to rip my ears off!”
His teeth bared as he yelled furiously at her. He took a deep breath, rolling his shoulders as he backed up. His voice lowered now as he continued to speak. “You are so insufferable. If you don't realize that, you really are stupid.”
Her lips trembled, fat tears streaming down her face as she stared at him with wide eyes. Eyes full of confusion and hurt. She was hurt he felt that way, and she would rather die than make him feel that way.
“Meg-gumi I'm so sorry. Did you feel left out? Unwanted? I don't understand, I really tried to include you,” she sniffled.
He scoffed, his curled lips full of irritation.
“You really just don't get it, That's the problem, Nobara.”
Her brows furrowed, and she looked completely lost. That ticked him off.
“You try to include me when you and Yuji are already all over each other. I'm not needed, and yet you still want me around. Does that not seem cruel to you?” He asked with a tilt of his head.
Her heart stopped. Her lips formed a deep frown as she began to shake her head slowly. Her eyes squeezed shut as tears forced their way out from behind her lids.
“No that's not what.. I would never… Megumi, I like you! I like you, that's why I always—” she bit her lip, looking down as the tears blurred and warped her vision, “—that's why I always tried to involve you..”
Usually, when she says something she's been longing to, it feels like a weight was lifted. This time, though, she felt the weight multiply. It clung to her like a curse, something dreadful. The air was just as heavy. She could barely breathe. Her lungs wouldn't open up all the way, even though she just opened herself up to him.
He stared at her with angry brows but shocked eyes. He never considered this. He always thought she liked Yuji and didn't care about him. Was he really that oblivious? He didn't notice it when she'd always beg to do his makeup when she'd drag him to try desserts, to go anywhere with her. All the memories suddenly rushed into his head, wracking around in a painful manner. He squeezed his nose bridge as the skin between his brows crinkled.
He didn't know what to say, how to go about this.
“I'm…I'm sorry.” He ran his fingers through his hair, revealing more of his face.
“I imagine I don't seem so desirable now.” He whispered.
Nobara blinked away a few more tears. She sniffled before smiling.
“No, you can't sway me that easily.” She said, trying to lighten the mood.
This just made the pang of guilt in Megumi's chest grow. It was like the feeling itself had tendrils and was digging deeper inside him.
“Nobara. I'm sorry, but I can't forge false feelings.”
She bit the inside of her cheek so hard just so she wouldn't cry. She nodded with a smile.
“No, I understand. Don't worry about it.” She assured him.
He hesitantly nodded.
“Sorry for making things awkward between us,” she muttered.
“Don't be sorry.”
She smiled weakly before walking off.
“the knight can’t save all”
— A Sang-woo oneshot with mentioned one sided Sangihun
— TWS: Suicide, Self Harm, Alcohol Abuse, Internalized Homophobia, Homophobia, & Religious Trauma
Please be careful when reading, remember you are worthy and support is always there for you
https://archiveofourown.org/works/64877686
Have you ever gotten over a crush in one day? It has happened to me recently. I liked this girl sooo much, dreamt about dating her. When we were out in the city and she would touch my knee or put her head on my shoulder, I felt this physical need to touch her and kiss her... But she's straight, and although I want her not to be, she doesn't have feelings for me. She likes me as a friend quite a lot, and a lot of the stuff she's said and done can fool a desperate queer girl like me, but..
And when I finally accepted that I just felt... That I don't have a crush on her anymore. Like, I completely lost that feeling and I can just enjoy her company and be myself around her without losing my head.
P. S. NOW I WORRY THAT MAYBE I JUST MADE EVERYTHING UP AND I DIDN'T REALLY HAVE A CRUSH ON HER i hate myself.
If AM by Arctic Monkeys is the soundtrack to your crush, you know you're in deep you've dreamt about them nearly every night this week
Oh the struggle of restraining yourself from falling for a straight girl..
title: the words i never said (they haunt me)
words: 354
note: please enjoy this snippet my brain worm wiggled outta me after reading this!
unimportant note; i was going to put this in the comments but i thought “nah, why let it get lost even though no one will see it lol” lol
also, i just wanted to share this to my account haha
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after superman announced he was engaged, batman sits at a league computer doing the paperwork that the rest of them (minus diana, cyborg, and a small handful of others) seem to avoid.
The flash walks up, mask off as he looks down at the tired looking batman, leaning against the console "you okay, bats?" he starts.
Hal jordon is in the background, watching with diana and cyborg. Hal had tried to talk to batman about the announcement just an hour before, and batman throat punched him for his efforts.
Batman didn't look away from the console as he replied
"I'm fine, Flash."
It was a short and sharp answer, the usual for Batman.
But Barry, being who he is, could have sworn he heard something underneath the level tone.
“Bruce, I’m sorry if I’m overstepping, but…”
As the flash trailed off his sentence, watching for any indication that he should stop while ahead, Batman’s hands hovered over the keypad
“I thought you liked Clark?”
Barry thought he saw a fraction of a frown at his question
There was another meaning behind the word ‘liked’, of course there was with the way Barry had said it.
Hal leaned closer, almost as if he was waiting for Batman to physically react.
“I’m going to give you some advice, Barry.” Batman started as he stood from the chair.
Batman towered over Flash, so of course, the speedster felt a lump in his throat as Batman stood right in front of him
But Barry saw that, yes; the usual scowl was replaced by a soft frown and through the masks' lenses that usually obscure his eyes, Barry barely noticed the tired look the older man had.
“Sometimes the one you love with your entire being is the one you can never have and best thing that you can do…”
Barry wasn’t prepared for the black gloved hand that gently landed on his shoulder, and he very much wasn’t prepared for Bruce’s next words
“... is to be happy for them, even if it slowly kills you.”
Barry then watched as Bruce Wayne left the League Hall for the night.
Clark, beaming: I'm engaged!
Entire JL meeting room: -eyes quietly shift to an even more emotionless Batman-
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Priest: if there is a reason these two should not be wed, speak now or forever hold your peace.
Entire wedding reception: -eyes shift to look at the Best Man Bruce Wayne-
Imagine being so down bad for your best friend that the second he announces his engagement and it’s not to you, all of your friends and colleagues are instantly giving bewildered side eye 🤣 like Bruce you are never beating the superbat allegations
Me waiting for him to text me first/back like:
I miss you
I really did.
I miss you from my fantasy,the you who live in my thoughts and dreams
The you who are mine,who love me too
Even if it’s just fantasiez
I want to tell you that I love you and have you,but it is just all in my head
Your place in my heart would be the paramount one -)RB
This remembers me of him....
You know what sucks? Not only do I constantly want to see you and hug you and talk to you, I constantly want to talk about you to whoever will listen. I want to talk about how I miss you and want to see you. I want to ask people how you’re doing and what you’re up to. It sucks and I hate it.