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Being a queer female and having short fingers is like a curse I CANNOT FUCKING WIN
Internalized biphobia is a bitch
Sitting in front of my crush in a coffeeshop on a cold February evening while she was reading dressed in a long dusty pink dress is the epitome of desperate attraction I've felt so far
Oh the struggle of restraining yourself from falling for a straight girl..
I've identified as bi for three years now, but recently I've been very anxious because it feel like I made it up. I've had crushes on girls and I've fallen in love with a girl once, I wanted a real relationship with her. However I haven't fallen for a girl for so long, and now I realize that I am not that sexually attracted to girls whatsoever, so I feel like I'm just straight and just made that up. I don't even remember really realizing I was bi. I have felt some kind of sexual attraction to girls before,but not so much now. Now I feel almost convinced that I've been lying to myself and everybody all this time. Although I know that objectively it's not true, for I have in fact fallen for girls, but I have anxiety and my brain is breaking because of this confusion. I need to have a crush on a girl right now otherwise I'm gonna be confused forever
I think that identifying as queer suits me more, but like... Am I even that? Am I a stupid hetero girl who wanted to feel special? Or is it my anxiety messing with my head?
Ps. BUT IF IM STRAIGHT WHY DO I FEEL THESE FEELS TOWARDS OTHER WOMEN WTF
Boys these days: hot
Girls these days: gorgeous
My bisexual ass: is dying
Her:stalks me on social media, friends me, likes my every single photo and the oldest posts, texts me first, and opens her private insta
Me: is she gay though
"Being bisexual can mean that you have twice as much chances to find love, or twice as much chances to get your heart broken"
A very lonely bisexual