So I'm Questioning Myself Again

So I'm questioning myself again

I've identified as bi for three years now, but recently I've been very anxious because it feel like I made it up. I've had crushes on girls and I've fallen in love with a girl once, I wanted a real relationship with her. However I haven't fallen for a girl for so long, and now I realize that I am not that sexually attracted to girls whatsoever, so I feel like I'm just straight and just made that up. I don't even remember really realizing I was bi. I have felt some kind of sexual attraction to girls before,but not so much now. Now I feel almost convinced that I've been lying to myself and everybody all this time. Although I know that objectively it's not true, for I have in fact fallen for girls, but I have anxiety and my brain is breaking because of this confusion. I need to have a crush on a girl right now otherwise I'm gonna be confused forever

I think that identifying as queer suits me more, but like... Am I even that? Am I a stupid hetero girl who wanted to feel special? Or is it my anxiety messing with my head?

Ps. BUT IF IM STRAIGHT WHY DO I FEEL THESE FEELS TOWARDS OTHER WOMEN WTF

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White people saying "Don't you dare call me a racist" is so ridiculous.

If you're called out, there's little chance you are innocent. Ask what you did wrong. That's how you grow. Don't get all defensive and don't go hiding in your shell. People of color know better than you if you're being racist, simply because they're the ones who experience it.

Btw I'm white, that's just me getting annoyed at such people


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yall we as a fandom are losing our shit

do you think we'll get gmmtv to reconsider their implicit veto on gl shows if we think hard enough

Let's try to manifest a good gl

I'm seeing people talk about dream female Only Friends cast and now I cannot stop thinking about my perfect Ray and Sand: Pat Chayanit and Fah Yongwaree.

I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect
I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect

(x)(x)

I just know Pat can do both Ray's annoying, rich boy vibes and also all the emotional nuance and depth.

I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect
I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect

(x)(x)

And I'm picturing Fah in a look similar to Jean from The Warp Effect, I think she would make a perfect Sand.

I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect
I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect

(x)(x)

We already know they work well together and have a nice chemistry.

I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect
I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect

And I know they can also pull off the heartwrenching and emotional scenes.

I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect
I'm Seeing People Talk About Dream Female Only Friends Cast And Now I Cannot Stop Thinking About My Perfect

(x)(x)


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I'm bi

Why? Well, there are two reasons:

I'm Bi

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This show's never aired in my country soo

I've always watched it

Illegaly

you bet your ass im gonna watch s05 of the magicians

You Bet Your Ass Im Gonna Watch S05 Of The Magicians

💫✨illegally💫✨

Do you ever just

Start dancing in the middle of the kitchen when nobody's home to a song you had never heard before

That is MY culture


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I feel like if I do this to my crush/friend we'll stop being friends... and by that I mean she'll probably ghost me because what the fuck

When You Finally Get To Flirt With The Guy You've Been In Love With For Years And So Your First Course
When You Finally Get To Flirt With The Guy You've Been In Love With For Years And So Your First Course

when you finally get to flirt with the guy you've been in love with for years and so your first course of action is to ... eat his hands?

I've read/watched neither, so potato, potahto

Cruel choices #137: you must consume one - and only one - of the following pieces of media.

1. Sailor Moon retold in the style of a 19th Century Russian philosophical novel.

2. The Brothers Karamazov retold in the style of a magical girl anime.

Rewatching the first season of Friends

God damn it they were all hot


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I am not ready for anyone's opinions honestly, but I just have to say this: as someone who has an alcoholic sibling, there is only so much you can do to stop an addict.

I mean, the friend group is shitty. I don't see the love or loyalty one expects from a friend group. Frankly, I don't think any of them have ever taken Ray's addiction seriously, but we do not know if they ever tried to help.

At some point you become exhausted. At some point, you realize the person you care about will not quit if they don't want to.

And Ray does have agency. He did not have to bring drugs to the party. His dellusions explain his behavior but do not justify it.

I'm very angry with Ray this week I'm sorry. This show is hitting too close to home


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Y'all have never watched Thai bl/gl series and it shows

LESS movies about the lgbtq experience MORE movies about people who just happen to be lgbtq. is it really that hard to understand

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