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THIS FIC IS NOW STARTING TO FEEL LIKE A ROMCOM WTF LMAO

Kirk was saved from Tarsus IV by Vulcans when he was fourteen, but the memory of Kodos the Executioner and his child soldiers still haunts him. It takes another Vulcan to save him when a man resembling Kodos comes aboard the Enterprise, reminding Kirk that he never truly escaped his past.

Based on ‘The Conscience of the King’ from Star Trek TOS. Mentions of trauma, panic attacks, and starvation.

By Phyona (ao3).  This was supposed to be 2 paragraphs.  3200 words later, these two butts own my soul.  (reading it on ao3 might be easier since it’s kinda long)

James Kirk is thirteen years old, and his world is ice, and bile, and terror.

Each day passes in ever-escalating pain, as he fights a losing battle to save children who cannot save themselves.

James Kirk is thirteen, and he is being hunted on Tarsus IV.

He shepherds starving kids on his back, holds their frigid, bony hands and hides them in caves or shrubs that are never safe for long.  He feeds them bitter roots and berries, steals from camps when he can, and takes none for himself.  His body devours what remains of muscle when fat runs out.  He hurts everywhere.

Predators lurk in the shadows.  They are children too.

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the aos multiverse fic is DONE!!! thank you so much for reading, i hope y'all enjoyed!! :) <3

each coming night (20121 words) by flipthebits Chapters: 5/5 Fandom: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: James T. Kirk/Spock Characters: James T. Kirk, Spock (Star Trek), Nyota Uhura, Leonard "Bones" McCoy Additional Tags: Post-Star Trek: Into Darkness, POV Multiple, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Grief/Mourning, Mutual Pining, Getting Together, Not Actually Unrequited Love, When you're so in love w each other but so oblivious you manage to piss off an omnipotent being Summary:

At the start of the 5-year mission, Jim is still unsteady from the fallout of the warp core and its impact on his friendship with Spock, but he’s doing a decent job of pretending like he isn’t. Until an omnipotent being decides he could use a day trip to an alternate universe, that is.

Or: A desperately pining Jim crosses paths with a desperately lonely Spock.

Fic-Rec Tuesday!

Welp we survived another weekend here. The kids had sniffles Friday and by Saturday morning I felt like my soul had been shoved through a meat grinder 😬 I am now a functioning member of society once more but my partner is down for the count.

This weeks fan fic recommendation is Welcome to the Enterprise by IvanW.

Jim shakes Spock’s hand and accidentally bonds them. It’s got angst and chaos and reading it makes my heart sing. This is a work in progress so everyone should go and give Kudos and comments and help keep this wonderful author motivated. This story is soooo fun and Spock is just…. I want to shake the poor boy. He tries so hard and yet fails so hard.

The author has been working on this story for 4 years!!! They deserve so much love and I really hope you all agree 🖖

The Heart Knows Its Own Bitterness

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2s2kqiY

by AshayaTReldai

The meld on Delta Vega unexpectedly forged a bond, and Jim must answer the call of Spock!Prime’s blood fever. It only takes one action to change the way life will unfold – for Jim, for Spock, for Uhura.

With art by the amazing howelleheir. Link to art: pic here and vid here.

Written as part of the T'hy'la Bang 2017.

Words: 6474, Chapters: 1/6, Language: English

Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death

Categories: M/M

Characters: James T. Kirk, Spock Prime, Nyota Uhura, Leonard McCoy, Montgomery “Scotty” Scott

Relationships: James T. Kirk/Spock Prime, Spock/Nyota Uhura, James T. Kirk/Spock

Additional Tags: Dubious Consent, Pon Farr, Accidental Bonding, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Character Death

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2s2kqiY

hi, fic to do with merlin self harming ? ?

Yesss I do have quite a few. I’ll admit I haven’t got round to reading them all yet, so I’m sorry about that. I hope you like them (: *Some of them contain suicide attempts/thoughts I will give warnings to those ones*

Be My Escape

When his best friend dies, a little bit of Merlin dies with him. He’s struggling with self-harm, Hunith’s struggling with alcoholism and everything seems hopeless. Then he meets Arthur Pendragon, someone who might be able to put him back together. Except Arthur’s got problems too, and not everything is that simple. Can they make it work?

High School AU

Eating Disorders

Suicide

Bullying

Minor Character Death

*This ^^ is probably my personal favourite*

Healing

Arthur has never mentioned Merlin’s scars.

Hurt/Comfort

Angst

Turning Page

When Merlin, best loved singer/songwriter in the UK, tragically loses his parents in a car accident his life is turned upside down. Depressed and alone he’s ready to give up and leave it all behind, but then he hears a voice.

Angst

Modern Au

Depression

The Dying Type

Merlin tries to end his life for unknown reasons. Arthur swears he should have seen some sort of self-destructive signs, but what if there hadn’t been any?

Suicide Attmept

Angst

Gwen/Arthur

Merlin/Arthur

You Cannot Leave Me Behind

Merlin’s failed suicide attempt.

Suicide attempt

Before Dawn

When Arthur stops his father’s men from abusing a Druid captive, he sets into motion a chain of events that will bring him face to face with his destiny.

Canon AU

Slavery

Hurt/Comfort

Attempted Rape 

Dub-con

Short Fics:

Running Scared I Was There, I Remember It All Too Well

After Morgana kills herself, Merlin and Arthur have to go on. Merlin just doesn’t know how.

Suicide Mentions

Death Does not Embrace You

Arthur can’t hang him for sorcery if he’s dead.

I Will No Other To Follow Me Where I’m Going

The guards in the higher towers have additional training - in talking jumpers down from ledges if need be

*All Merlin/Arthur and Self Harm*

new stone reaction pic

Just a little sketch

Anyone wanting to read about Arthur going mad because he just discovered Merlin has an accent from living in Ealdor but it only appears in certain situations and he has never heard it? Well, so do I.

By the way, "The way you speak" by Herondale_34 in AO3 :))

Last chapter published!

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence Characters: James T. Kirk, Leonard McCoy, Spock, Nyota Uhura, Hikaru Sulu Additional Tags: Tarsus IV, POV Multiple, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Abuse, Physical Abuse, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Verbal Abuse, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Interiorization of abuse, Jim deals, more or less, alien intervention, Enterprise Bridge Crew, Misunderstandings, Mind Invasion, Memories Summary:

The kid takes him to the ground, hard and fast, and the knife punches right through his throat. The man gurgles and blood sprays, and the kid’s head snaps up, blond hair flying everywhere, as he gives the blade a final, savage, twist and pulls it free. He’d know those eyes anywhere. It’s Jim Kirk.

One of the Best Tarsus IV fics out there