Berry818 - Jasper

white guy on the bus with dreads sits behind me and smells like fish pellets…

feeling terrified of emotional intimacy rn

i know quite a few people who would benefit from something akin to this

as of today i was able to order food and answer questions about my order without using english or having to hesitate. i have literally not felt this accomplished or rewarded about something in years.

“Maybe in between forever and nothing, there's a place for us.”

some idiot in the laundry room is taking up 3 washers and a dryer!!

trying to find his common sense^

never mind now its just miserable and depressing. it needs to be summer

today was a rare day. i had fun in the winter because of the weather. seeing a forest covered in snow is something that has only happened to me a few times before, i got to walk on ice too which i have only done once before. the edges and more curved parts of the reservoir turned into little magical groves. the silence is also really nice. maybe this winter will be peaceful and kind. also interesting- the closer i got back towards people, buildings, cars etc it got noticeably warmer, but standing in the middle of a frozen lake is COLD! my mind went to how the brothers of the nights watch must feel going beyond the wall. i think if i got over hating the cold i would totally be ok in the nights watch.

angst sets in

Not to be a slut or anything but can someone come lie on top of me and kiss me like you've needed to your whole life

sometimes i get really upset and then i remember… im the best