On A Lighter Note The Final Jon Chapter In A Clash Of Kings Is Fucking Crazy, I Just Read It. Mind Boggling!

i cant deal with the fucking acne anymore i hate it so much and i feel like it holds be back and makes me look very unattractive. i would take my chances with the substance if it removed it from my face. “dont trust thoughts about yourself past 10pm” blah blah BLAH i dont care

i asked what she wanted out of this and she said “i dont know” then she asked me and i said “i dont know”. thank god #winning

theon is the fucking worst

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she and i both leave each other again and again knowing full well we are very likely going to see and do things with other people. said people and experiences occupy her mind as well as mine. does this mean we are just that confident in our paths crossing once more, or that we simply dont care that much about each other? havent figured this out. maybe both.

sometimes i wish i was cat or a raccoon, they probably dont worry about this sort of thing. or maybe a toucan, i think i would make a good toucan.

Every night at like 2am I convince myself that I'm covered in bugs, my teeth are falling out, there's a lump in my boob, and my throat is sore. Could use a lesson about just going the fuck to sleep

how many times do y’all think aragorn has had head lice

one of my professors says that “no one comes out of childhood unharmed” and i think its important to know all the trauma you carry with you, because a lot of people do possess some. this isnt to say that you have to get along with everyone just cause you can see why they are the way they are. however, realizing, or trying to realize why people do or act in certain ways is powerful. i dont like to use the word trauma because its been beaten into the ground. but all the good and the bad you have experienced shape you who are now, and theres no running from that. i think that both positive experiences and pain make you stronger. i do not trust people who attribute themselves to one or the other. i was just thinking about this as i make a futile attempt to fall asleep, and i have nowhere else to put this XD

today was a rare day. i had fun in the winter because of the weather. seeing a forest covered in snow is something that has only happened to me a few times before, i got to walk on ice too which i have only done once before. the edges and more curved parts of the reservoir turned into little magical groves. the silence is also really nice. maybe this winter will be peaceful and kind. also interesting- the closer i got back towards people, buildings, cars etc it got noticeably warmer, but standing in the middle of a frozen lake is COLD! my mind went to how the brothers of the nights watch must feel going beyond the wall. i think if i got over hating the cold i would totally be ok in the nights watch.