I Hate This Fucking Place

Limestone stela, Maya, 300-500 AD

from The Princeton University Art Museum

i have not had good sleep since tuesday

i asked her if she wants to hang out again but i kinda want her to say no… i could have just not texted her. whatever.

sometimes all you can do is sit there and think about your dead pets

freaking out about overdue work like im a professional at it. then i sit down and do it and its not too bad

ugh i failed

how many times do y’all think aragorn has had head lice

pepper jelly!

never mind now its just miserable and depressing. it needs to be summer

today was a rare day. i had fun in the winter because of the weather. seeing a forest covered in snow is something that has only happened to me a few times before, i got to walk on ice too which i have only done once before. the edges and more curved parts of the reservoir turned into little magical groves. the silence is also really nice. maybe this winter will be peaceful and kind. also interesting- the closer i got back towards people, buildings, cars etc it got noticeably warmer, but standing in the middle of a frozen lake is COLD! my mind went to how the brothers of the nights watch must feel going beyond the wall. i think if i got over hating the cold i would totally be ok in the nights watch.