Latest Posts by bl00dyl0ver - Page 3

I’m so scared. You make me so scared. The biggest form of fear to exist, the one involving feelings and expectations.

But we will be ok. We are grown ups. We have survived life this far, we can do this.

eat me

This is how I give kisses

Quella età maliziosa (1975)

drag your teeth along my flesh and tell me i’m beautiful

rip open my ribcage and devour what’s yours. you’re my sickening desire, only god himself knows how much i ache for you

Quiero desmenuzarte en silencio,

saborear cada pensamiento,

con mis dientes en tu carne

convertir tus secretos en mis secretos.

Tu piel, mi mesa; tu sangre, mi vino.

Un brindis a nuestro amor prohibido.

No basta verte, tocarte, sentirte,

quiero llevarte en mis entrañas,

hacerte parte de mí para siempre.

my heart pulses for you, you’re my blood flow. my veins claw at your glance, they wait for your command, waiting for the feeling of soft lips and your finger tips against my bare skin.

You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain. You're rotting my brain.

Please don't ever fucking stop.

Please, darling...

STALK ME. STALK ME. STALK ME.

FOLLOW ME. FOLLOW ME. FOLLOW ME.

NEED ME. NEED ME. NEED ME.

⛓️🔪⛓️🔪⛓️🔪⛓️🔪⛓️🔪⛓️🔪⛓️🔪⛓️🔪⛓️

I don't exist outside of interactions with Him - He is my brain and my world. My heart and my pain. My life and my death. My ghzal diali.

It is absurd, unreasonable and dangerous, but it is true.

I‘d do anything for You. But You don't need to ask, I will mould myself to fit into Your deepest desires on my own accord.

I want my reckless, immediate and dangerous declarations to tear through Your god-like defences.

I want to see You misscalculate me and break that controlled facade. See the surprise in Your words, and most importantly witness Your dangerous mouth swear for me.

I know I did that to You.

I will show You submission like you have never before sir. I will show you obsession like you have never seen my sir. I will surprise you like you've never been surprised my ghzal diali.

I just want to hear you swear again, please please please please please.

I am hamak for you.

- i

Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters

that's true love

I don’t think anything I write in this state of mind will be good, but i simply wish to express myself.

I always hoped that what I believed was true, but seeing it happen is mind bending. Mind boggling. Mind destructing. Mind resetting. Mind nucking. Mind fucking. Mind everything.

My reality has genuinely shattered.

Martin Buxbaum

I think I’ve said fuck aloud at least 100 times in the last hour, no exaggeration needed

- in shock

The biggest feeling when writing is always shame.