I Hate Getting Attached To People But When I Do I Just Crave Being Close To Them So Bad Like I Both Hate

I want to wear hijab/niqab but i see girls getting bullied really bad bc of them here, even though i live in a country with a very large muslim population— so it scares me sm dhsjdjjdefgh☹️

TW // A little bit of eye gore.

VERY, very old jouno sketches.

(you can see how old it is from the watermark and artstyle. Well, i am on tumblr too!!)

(reposting my art from pint #5)

My mother is just straight up cruel, i absolutely hate her for it. But at the same time she's like a friend towards me so i can't really say anything. I think she hates me too.

BSD chapter 121 – SPOILER / "THEORY"

Something i haven't seen anyone else point out, is that in the last pannel of the chapter, "Dazais" clothes clearly don't fit him

For comparison, both from the same chapter

His coat is clearly too big for him. The sleeves hang too low, usually just below the elbow, now down to his wrists.

His pants don't fit him either, although the coat hides it pretty well.

Overall his clothes are significally more baggy.

His hair is also parted diffrently. Dazais hair is almost always parted down the middle. First I thought his hair was being blown by the wind – thusly messing the parting – but one look at the hem of the coat proved me wrong.

The right side of his hair is instead longer then the left side.

He also seems to not have his neck bandage. The longer then usual sleeves concealing his arm bandages (or the lack thereoff).

"Dazai" is morphing into someone else. Which brings me to:

Atsushi is shorter then Dazai, making Dazais clothes most likely too big for him.

The longer side of Atsushis hair is the right one. The parting of hair – while not exact – seems to also match our resident tiger lad.

The illusion of Dazai is being torn apart, as Atsushi realizes its true nature. His own thoughts, fleelings, and conclusions wearing a Dazai themed Halloween mask.

When Atsushi says he 'knows who you are, he's not talking about Dazai or the hallucination, but *himself.*

Atsushi has never needed someone else to tell him to live, but he has always felt like he does.

To be less extra 'bout it, i think Atsushi groked what he is and is going use that to save Akutagawa / kick Fyodors ass.

If i missed or got smt wrong feel free to tell me

Migraines suck so bad, my already damned vision is literally worse from how much my head hurts.

I'll just post rest of my art tomorrow sigh i am tired af 💔💔💔 my eyes are refusing to work.

❛　　Mydei Headcanons!　　ᵎ　🍂

note: I do not claim any of these hcs as fully my idea, some of these are inspired from another characters, fanfictions etc! also this can be OOC.

English is not my native languange, there can be grammar or word mistakes. Feel free to fix my mistakes on comments⠀⠀ᝰ.ᐟ

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀﹒﹒　𖨂🏵️　　❛　　I mostly imagine his immortality like just being immortal, not being able to heal himself. he only regenerates when hes ACTUALLY dead, this hc is mostly for angst drama shit and its so fun for no reason too. Also he mostly goes to Castorice when his injuries are bit too much to handle, he personally enjoys the purity and peace castorice's ability gives to him too.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀﹒﹒　𖨂🥮　　❛　　he mostly takes his mother as a rolemodel, he likes to read books about her and does research about her in his free time. also people thinks hes a bookworm because of he spending a lot time in libraries, but actually hes not good at writing and reading due to his lack of education.

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Lowkey grateful for the fact that pinterest is slowly collapsing because i always wanted to move in to tumblr with my dear moots.

Studied alien stage artstyle a while ago and tried to draw one of my friend's oc

My favorite part about this drawing is the colors, tbh. I can't really catch the compatibility of the colors most of the time.

(reposting my art from pint #4)

Testing realism on fyodor as a punishment for killing my pookies.

he ugly af in my artstyle i loveb him💔