Looks At You Like This

so ok yeah fine i watched gravity falls again and read the book of bill

Are you gay for me?

I am only gay for my bf :3

me with undertale rn... idk why...

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

So. Time to rant here about Trees by McCafferty, and my oc Heacen.

Heacen is a bad person. Thats where im gonna start this. He is and was a bad person. But he gets better. Characters that get better, they dont have to be forgiven. He was rude and only cared about his ego, and his reputation. He used jericho for that, and made his friends and family dolls to his game. All throughout middle school, and highschool. He would toy with Jericho, use him, and do anything to get attention. His personality is nothing, it disintegrates, from a lovely, outgoing, selfless kid too a monster. He is selfish and unruly, he uses weed as a coping mechanism for his questioning sexuality and gender. Jericho gives him unconditional love, and Heacen thinks, knows, he deserves it. Jericho was breaking slowly, and Heacen didnt care. He lost his friends and his sister and his family but he still had Jericho. He wouldnt lose Jericho. He would abuse and use and hurt people around him, and keep people and take people away.

But that all changes, his ego is torn, like a wrecking ball crashing into a brick wall. Jericho cheats. Heacen doesnt know what to do, he's broken, Heacen cant comprehend that Jericho would want anyone but him. Be cheats with Connie, Jerichos best friend, the one person Heacen couldnt get rid of. Heacen liked Connie, they aere good friends Heacen thought, but not anymore. Heacen has a.. a breaking moment, a falling deeper and deeper into the bottomless pit, and then finally hitting the ground, bones shattering, heart shattered. He takes time, he realizes what he has done, and what he was doing. His reputation was taking over him. He was so obsessed with a good persona, he wasnt focused on being himself. But could he change truly? Did he change? He was desperate for Jericho. He needed attention and he did anything for it. Did Jericho change that by cheating?

Heacen learned a lesson, and climbed his way out of the bottomless pit, he isnt perfect, but he is trying his hardest, in the best way possible to make it up to Jericho. He relearns everything, his gives his whole being to Jericho and his kids, but is that enough?

the horrors chat. IM GOING INSANE WITH MY OCS AHAHAHHA

dude i totally forgot about Trees. All of that is so unrelated. WELP THATS FOR THE NEXT POST 😁

this is it thats their relationship.

intrusive thoughts

got new headphones for Christmas and i think i might have an obsession, the second i wake up i put them on, i only take them off to sleep or to talk to people and even then i dont

Really fucking romantic if you ask me. It s pretty great. And i made him rice krispie treats

"Romance is dead!!"

Untrue, I'm sitting next to my boyfriend, stoned, and roleplaying undertale aus, which frankly is pretty fucking romantic.

this is perhaps evil but I can boost my mood in almost any situation by playing a game called "what was my mom doing at this age?" like rn for instance I'm sleepy because I had a 12 hour work day + stayed up late, and my stomach hurts a little from the enormous chimichanga I smashed for dinner, and my head hurts a little bit from the fat margaritas I had with the chimichanga. and it's like hmm, okay, not optimal, but when my mom was this age she had a 2.5 year old to deal with. can you fucking imagine. can't stay in bed decadently bemoaning your overindulgences because there's a goblin in the next room that's utterly dependent on you for food and hygiene and social needs and if you drop the ball you've fucked up a perfectly good person. and I'm pretty normal so shout out to her for keeping it together but god that couldn't be me, I like fucking around way too much.

im tired of online discourse. look at this family of quails

exactly what im talking abt in my previous post

it's canon, right?