My Life Purpose Isn’t To “work.”

I'm too fuckin superstitious to not reblog this

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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REBLOG IF YOUR STILL IN THE OUTSIDERS FANDOM

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever

Tragic was always a word I found myself gravitating to for its a word to describe many scenarios, feelings and moments in life, although love seems to be the most tragic thing of all. I see the tragedy that was my parents and I would feel the ache of a tragic love story through the pages of a book,though nothing could ever prepare me for the devastating feeling of being the subject of one. It can be beautiful in a way of course, falling into this dark hole of sickly emotions with the one person you would ever let yourself fall like that with. I wasn’t that person for him but him for me, which just adds to that horrible pit of feelings but I can't seem to step away from it and back away from the ledge. I still look down and see hope somewhere in that dark abyss. I might call that delusion if it weren't for the fact that he isn't quite backing away either. He goes down first and I, like a dog, follow.

Bloody noses and secrets kept, hiding away in a bedroom or bathroom separately, though we’re together. Amongst the mess there is warmth and love but does that hold importance over all else?

The tip of my nose and fingers feel cold and a fog always floats throughout my head but through the fog I hear your voice, your laugh guides me and I’m home.

MY DAD JUST CALLED ANAKIN A FUCKTROPHY I-

GONNA THROW UP IM CRYING

I apologize in advance..for the people who followed me for star wars.. and now see these fuckers floating around my blog. I JUST. MMMM MENTALLY DAMAGED CHARACTERS BON APPETIT

Fuck. Yes.

A friend of mine said this to me one day, after asking me what my favorite romantic trope was, and I shit you not I didnt know how to look them in the eyes for the rest of the day- like damn buddy, way to reach into my soul there

i saw a tweet that said "you love enemies to lovers fics because you think that the only way someone could ever love you is by seeing the worst parts of your soul first and if they still choose to stay, then that's true love," and i pretend i do not see it