I Don't Want Life To End. I Want My Disorder To End. But It Never Will.

I don't want life to end. I want my disorder to end. But it never will.

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1 year ago

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i’m in this photo and i don’t like it

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1 year ago

I wanna talk to you so badly but then why does every conversation with you taste bitter and make me feel sick

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1 year ago

Fuck everything fuck everyone fuck the central line fuck uni fuck the government fuck inflation fuck the economy everyone should just fucking die and I am going to go live in a post-apocalyptic country side

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

7 months ago

The cold seasons are for the poets

Who set their hearts on fire

To stay warm

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winter poetry poetic sick autumn feeling heartache

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1 year ago

bpd culture is needing everyone to love you constantly

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1 year ago

All I want is you. Please don’t leave. Please don’t leave to be with her. I love you so much. Please leave her and be with me. Please please please please please I love you. You’re literally the male version of me we’d be so great together. Please I’d make you feel like a king every day. I love you please don’t leave. You’re so soft and warm and beautiful and you have the greatest smile and laugh and eyes and I love you so much. Please don’t leave.

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

11 months ago

Idk if thats a bpd or a me thing

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1 year ago

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

Im so delulu. I’m stuck feeling like I’m living in a dream of some kind. Like I’m just a stumbling energy of some kind clunking around and into things at times. I literally forget people can see me sometimes.

And other times I feel like a young god.

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1 year ago