Borderlinepersonalitydisaster20 - BPDisaster

i would literally give anything for them to be as obsessed with me as i am with them please for once in my life i'll do anything i just need this so bad

life with bpd is always trying to fill a huge hole in your chest. you spend your life looking for a cure that doesn't really exist

i don’t know who i am anymore, there’s too many versions of “me”

I want to pull out all my teeth randomly one night and then scare the shit out of people the next day. Or pull out every alternate tooth so none of them are touching and then put silver caps on the rest of them haha

i want to live out my anger, i want to be able to scream and smash, i want to defend myself like an adult. then why am i crying every time

I want to pULL all MY TEETH OUT

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

Idk normalize wanting nothing to do with your fp and hating them and then wanting them to stay