I Want To Pull Out All My Teeth Randomly One Night And Then Scare The Shit Out Of People The Next Day.

bpd culture is "I love you and it's killing me"

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The cold seasons are for the poets

Who set their hearts on fire

To stay warm

honestly i dont need therapy i need a machine to go into my body and manually stretch all my muscles and crack all my joints and then i need the machine to go into my brain and deep clean it with soapy hot water

a delusion does not mean a person should ever be dismissed, brushed off or disregarded.

delusions are beliefs that are extremely hard to shake regardless of how self aware we are.

a delusional person is not quirky, not rambling nothingness for the sake of attention, they are serious.

from believing youre dead or dying (cotard's) to believing your halucinations were real, these things are terifying for us. theyre real for us.

just because you know its not true doesnt mean we're making it up. we deserve to be heard, listened to and helped just like you and your issues.

delusional is not and should never be nor should it ever have been an insult. its a serious issue. take it seriously.

I hate how I want him to miss me.

Without my mental illness I wouldn't know who I am but, because of my mental illness I have no sense of self. Like the logic is super crazy.

At this point being in love with you has become a part of my personality. So what’ll happen if I stop?

all I can do is stare at your name and hope that something will happen

i want to live out my anger, i want to be able to scream and smash, i want to defend myself like an adult. then why am i crying every time

craving validation from exactly the wrong person. slay