craving validation from exactly the wrong person. slay
I hate how obsessive I get. It isn’t normal, it isn’t healthy. And it does me more harm than good. You’d think though, really, that being obsessed would make someone flattered. Apparently not.
I wanna talk to you so badly but then why does every conversation with you taste bitter and make me feel sick
bpd culture is needing everyone to love you constantly
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Idk if thats a bpd or a me thing
Fuck everything fuck everyone fuck the central line fuck uni fuck the government fuck inflation fuck the economy everyone should just fucking die and I am going to go live in a post-apocalyptic country side
At this point being in love with you has become a part of my personality. So what’ll happen if I stop?
What is the line between being delulu and being actually insane. I write you letters and poetry you’ll never see. I’d set myself on fire to keep you warm. I want you to dig your hands into my shoulder blades and grab my heart and pull me into your chest. Let me slowly bleed out over you.
thought of you a lot today… idk why. I miss you. You have a soft voice and warm skin.
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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