Borderlinepersonalitydisaster20 - BPDisaster

how does one get over a summer love?

if I think about you long enough or hard enough will I cross your mind?

i don’t know who i am anymore, there’s too many versions of “me”

Idk normalize wanting nothing to do with your fp and hating them and then wanting them to stay

I want you to dig your hands into my flesh and pull all my bones out one by one and get rid of this humming ache under my skin

i want to live out my anger, i want to be able to scream and smash, i want to defend myself like an adult. then why am i crying every time

bpd culture is "I love you and it's killing me"

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My heart aches.

Tw bpd vent

If you don’t want to deal with someone with mental issues don’t. I always warn new friends that I have bpd and I am going to show symptoms. Then they get surprised when I do.

Unless ur my parent you don’t have to deal with me. If you can’t handle it just be fucking honest. I don’t have the energy to be disappointed.

And no I’m not talking about “oh you can’t handle being abused, fuck you” I’m talking about when ppl get pissed that you have mental breakdowns a fuck ton of the time.

Or ignore them because you’re too depressed to talk. That type of shit.