Borderlinepersonalitydisaster20 - BPDisaster

(me, insane since the day i was born) sorry haha this has just been an off day for me

guilt eats away at my flesh. it settles in my bones. it lives within my chest.

It’s gonna be FUN!!!!! IT’S GONNA BE FUN! FUN!

(Me trying to convince myself to not throw up when I have to do things I volunteered to do)

craving validation from exactly the wrong person. slay

where is the off button

every time I decide I’m done with you, for some godforsaken reason, I dream about you the same night

missing him.

a delusion does not mean a person should ever be dismissed, brushed off or disregarded.

delusions are beliefs that are extremely hard to shake regardless of how self aware we are.

a delusional person is not quirky, not rambling nothingness for the sake of attention, they are serious.

from believing youre dead or dying (cotard's) to believing your halucinations were real, these things are terifying for us. theyre real for us.

just because you know its not true doesnt mean we're making it up. we deserve to be heard, listened to and helped just like you and your issues.

delusional is not and should never be nor should it ever have been an insult. its a serious issue. take it seriously.