i would literally give anything for them to be as obsessed with me as i am with them please for once in my life i'll do anything i just need this so bad
violent tendencies are starting to get out of hand almost jumped at and choked out a jabroni on the train today for no reason. It physically hurts my head when I don’t act out on my violent thoughts.
i hate myself
I thought I felt this way because I miss you but I probably just have a disorder. Maybe it’s both.
I'm so fucking tired of splitting on people. I just fucking said a bunch of shit I didn't want to say cause I'm overwhelmed and stressed and I just...I'm so fucking alone and didn't know what else to do. Fucking hell I want to be rid of this stupid brain.
Get out of my head! Get out!
he has no idea that I’m literally on my knees praying and crying for him every day it’s actually ridiculous that he’s consuming my brain LIKE A PARASITE and he’s just completely clueless. I hope he has a dream where he sees how much he’s in my head and in my heart and in between my teeth and under my skin and he gets hit so hard with it he fucking dies. No one could love him like I would.
Bpd culture is your fp talking to someone else and you feel so incredibly unloved and abandoned
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To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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