Panicking Over Something I Shouldn't
Panicking over something I shouldn't
I still panic
When you come back
Each time
I think
You're going to do it
Again
And I panic
Because you'll blame me
And I'm scared
That you'll be right
This time
I wish
I didn't think of you
Anymore
And I hope
That I stop
Thinking
Of that night
Because I'm so scared
That you'll do it
Again
And I won't be able
To stop you
That way I did
Last time
Because
It wasn't my fault
And I hate it when
You blame me
For not coming back
When I'm scared
That it'll happen again
If I came back
Like how you want me too
I'm scared
That you wont
Come back anymore
A and I'd rather
Have you hate me
From a distance
As someone
I don't feel
Responsible for
Anymore
Because
You make it my fault
And I
Convence myself
That you're right
And I
Forget
That you're not
Scared of the same
Things as I am
Because you love to blame me
And was never really my fault
Stop scaring me
I'm not coming back
I don't want that night
To happen again
So stop
Making it my fault
I left all this
Behind me
And I gave up
When
There was nothing
I could do
For you anymore
I'm sorry
I'm not enough
And
I'm sorry
That
I
Never
Was
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