Redraw Some Older Stuff :/

I got into a fight at school.

The other girl through the first punch.

But it made me realise that school's too much

For me to handle.

I just can't seem to take

When I make calmness break

In someonelse...

Or in myself.

Last week-

I think-

I had a dream

Where I was in love

And happy

And we were content

And calm...

In my head:

There was still calamity,

So I thanked you

For sailing in my storm with me.

Because I know

Some will still be angry

When I go back-

Just as when I leave

(again)

They can't forgive me

For last year...

For just-

Disappearing

From them.

I plan to tell them

This time-

Give my reasons-

And explain

That school

Is seeming

Like an unbearable strain

And I need a break

And a little concentration

Combined with motivation

To keep going.

But last night

...

No dreams.

Just the one nightmare

As my comfort and my company.

But because of it

I woke of lonely

And still felt empty

For a couple hours 'til

I remembered

That they(and you)

Were angry

At me

For leaving.

And I felt queasy

Even now, this evening.

And I know

That is was true, though.

But it scared me anyway

That she

Had wanted revenge

For what- I couldn't say,

After all: /she/ tried to punch /me/

I'd just wanted her to stop.

...

I guess I'll never really

Feel like I'm enough.

...

Any way, I remember

That in my dream

Everybody knew each other-

And all of you hate(d) me.

I guess dreams /do/ just mirror reality...

Holy shit.

My therapist is proud of me!

I did really good today during my appointment!!! I'm really proud of me!

This bitch be improovin'!!!

LOVE THEM, THEY DESERVE ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD, PLEASE AND THANK

O btw I’m posting these weird bc I’m posting according to page in my sketchbook-

Dude. Get out of the sink, you have a bed.

My new bab: Alex-Lotol the axalotol! I love him sm #(• ♡ •)# (I am NOT a little so please don't interact)

I got my diagnosis.

ODD(Oppositional Defiant)

OCD(Obsessive Complulsive)

ADHD/ADD(Attention Deficit)

GAD(General Anxiety)

SSAD(Severe Social Anxiety)

How many things can one person be, and still need further testing?

I'm feeling too disorderly.

Way does functional have to be normal?

Hell yeah!!

Reblog if you think black girls are cute

This is in response to a blog on here that claims to have cute girls of all types but seems to only have white and occasionally asian girls 

Rewatched Legally Blonde: the musical again and ughhhh it's so good, I love it sm

Shrek: the best goddamn story ever.

Just reached Shrek: the musical on Netflix and it was just as amazing as when I watched it the first time.

Outside of memes and the general internet, Shrek is and always will be an incredible, beautiful story with an equally cheesy set of morals to be learned from it.

I just really like Shrek, ok. It's a great movie and I love it.

A vry angry Alli wearing the outfit from her first design.