My Stupid Boys 😭😭

Friends don’t act like that

Tags: Angst, Short One Shot, POV Uchiha Sasuke, Bittersweet, Bittersweet Ending, disbeliet, Cheating

Length: 494 words

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Hyuuga Hinata/Uzumaki Naruto, Gaara/Uzumaki Naruto, Haruno Sakura/Uchiha Sasuke, Uchiha Sarada/Uzumaki Boruto, Mitsuki/Uzumaki Boruto

Characters: Uchiha Sasuke,

Uzumaki Naruto, Gaara (Naruto), Hyuuga Hinata, Haruno Sakura, Uchiha Sarada, Mitsuki (Boruto), Uzumaki Boruto

Summary: Sasuke is attending Naruto and Hinata's wedding, thinking about all the times he thought he'd stand there in front of Naruto instead of her.

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A short one-shot I wrote because I saw a TikTok comment similar to the title

Start notes:

Hey so I've never written angst and honestly I just wrote this out of boredom, Demon Slayer fic coming soon stay tuned!

EDIT: I did add a few sentences cause I felt like it made the fic better

Fanfic:

(For a better reading experience, reader is recommended to listen to “Washing machine heart” by Mitski on loop)

As Hinata walks down the isle, all I can think about is, "How?" and, "Why?"

Call me stupid but I always thought I would be in her place. In a white tux, walking to the man that kept me awake ever since he kissed me one day when I was 13.

That wasn't our last kiss, it was the first of many actually.

Every single time he motivated me

Every single time he insulted me to try to prove he was better than me

Every time he haunted my dreams, after I ran away

Every time he didn't give up on me and looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes of his trying to take me home

Every time he kissed me after we were finally on the same side again

Every time we sl*pt together and told me I was, "the only one who could ever make him feel this way"

That was Bullshit wasn't it? Friends don't act like that, so they? Friends don't look at each other like they're the only person left in the world! Friends don't sl*ep with you and make you feel like the happiest person to ever exist in that moment!

Friends don't throw you away like trash on the street...do they?

And as I watch those two kiss I can feel that stupid redhead grinning cause we both lost, but at least I didn't get him. Gaara was always my love rival, I never expected Hinata to come out as the winner. He won too! He fucking won and he didn’t even get the guy!

As those two kiss I can feel that Naruto feels absolutely nothing. That could be the sound of my dreams of us getting married and adopt three kids shattering tho.

The only thing I can do now is give the Uchiha clan a new memeber.

Years later, as I look at Sarada in Sakura's arms for the first time in the hospital all I can do is wish that she would never experience the same kind of heartbreak I did.

That wish ,sadly, didn't come to true. As I watch Mitsuki walk towards Boruto on that same stupid isle, I glance over at Sarada going through the same pain I did. I then look at Naruto, smiling holding his wife's hand, the same hand that never stopped expl*ring my bo*dy in his office all this years, without an ounce of shame.

How can he even bare to look at Hinata after all the times he cheated on her with me? Am I not supposed to feel bad for Sakura while we do it? Have I just become some toy to him?

And as Mitsuki and Boruto share a kiss on the altar, the same thought crosses both my and my daughter's minds,

“Fuck the Uzumakis!”, for the tears they made us cry are shed by ourselves in silence, in the darkness of the night without anyone to console us.

End Notes:

I HATED slandering my boy Naruto

AND having to add straight angst at the end but it was worth it cause I love the end result.

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We got here finally! Don’t mind that I forgot to change the draft date please (not posting the fic here because of one specific scene) https://archiveofourown.org/works/60840025

I’m rewatching Naruto for the first time since I was 11 and I noticed Shikamaru wearing eyeliner (you can’t tell me this man’s lashes are that long)

This is my first fic! Chapter 3 dropped today! Consider reading it please! (Also available on Wattpad

The cute Witch boy flying outside my window (A Haikyuu fanfic)

Chapter 2: "My name is Shoyo Hinata"

Notes:

Looking back at this Chapter after a few weeks, I hate the way I wrote trans Hinata and wish I would ve gone with the original plan which I'm probably gonna use once I write the fic from Hinata's POV

Trigger Warning: mentions of Homophobia, Transphobia and violence against people of the LGBTQIA+ community

"Dear Diary

If you asked me how my day was I'd say: "I don't fucking know", I barely payed attention in class and practice after losing a match is always frustrating. I ran straight home after practice, even ignored the captain wanting to buy us snacks like he usually does. I stayed by the window for hours... and then I saw the crow and I heard the bell approaching

"Should I say something?"

"Should I be quiet?"

', I asked myself.

The bell got slower, as if Shoyo was trying to be quiet. Our eyes met as he finally flew past my window.

"Hi!" I said trying to sound cool

"Were you waiting for me?" He asked, I couldn't tell if he was trying to make fun of me for it by the sound of his voice.

My face turned red. What was I even expecting waiting for him like some creep? "Um...I-I kinda... yes?"

He got closer to me: "You're cute you know that?

Come on let me in"

He took his shoes off, the crow stayed by the windowsill as me and Shoyo chatted.

"I'm sorry I was acting like a creep and waiting for you earlier...um, I just...didn't ask you to come back and thought you were just a dream", that sounded fucking stupid! He looked at me dead serious and went: "I'd love to be the boy of you dreams" Diary when I tell you I was about to spontaneously combust I mean it! Why is that happening? Why do I feel like I'm on another planet every time I think of him or hear his voice!? It makes no sense to me”

"Dear Diary,

It's been a few weeks, summers here and Shoyo comes by every night. I asked Sugawara about the way I was feeling. He says I might have a crush and I don't know how to feel about that. Does Shoyo even like boys?

Should I ask him if he likes boys? What if he calls me slurs like those boys in middle school?.. No he would never, he has no cruelty in his heart. He comes by every night and we hang out and every time he stays until I fall asleep and he's gone the next day.

He always comes around 10pm, I'm grown used to the sound of his bell.

I also got used to him crashing into my closet that's in front of the window cause apparently he's too lazy to just say "Hello may I come in?". I started putting pillows in front of it so he doesn't hurt himself. I'll update you

once he gets here

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We watched "Mamma Mia!" this time (which is totally not linked to the Author having watched the movie for the first time a few hours ago and developing a new hyper fixation, the Author), we stayed up all night recreating all the choreographies and sang all the songs...and then we got to lay all your love on me, and we were close, very close, so close I could have kissed him. The music stopped and the moment ended, to say I was disappointed would be an understatement. "I like the view", Shoyo said jokingly (?), he basically climbed on top of me. "Get off shorty! Let me see what's wrong with this damn CD", I was frustrated! Would he have kissed me if the music didn't stop? "What's wrong with it?" he asked. "I don't think it's the CD I think it's the stereo. Guess it's about time I buy a new one" I answered. He looked disappointed and then he focused on my face, not my eyes tho, lower. "I guess we should go to sleep then, good thing it's Saturday

tomorrow" I took some pijamas, changed in the bathroom and then lied right next to him. Before I knew it, the words slipped out of my mouth "Do you wanna go out with me?" I froze. Why did I even say that? "Sure! When?" I didn't want to lie to him and say I wanted a hang out as friends. "I mean...like a date", I swallowed and awaited a response.

"Yeah, I know that's what you meant. I've been flirting with you probably since the first time we met" I felt like a stone that had been sitting on my chest just disintegrated, I was relieved to say the least."

"Dear Diary,

The date was good, then bad, then I felt like I was on another plane of existence.

Let me break it down for you, I got ready for the date and waited for that talking crow to call me to tell me where to pick Shoyo up, "Aye! Resting bitch face! Ya ready!", Woodpecker's voice still sounded like a chainsmoker muppet getting strangled and honestly we got used to insulting each other. Once I got outside he guided me into the woods to what looked like a perfectly normal tree, he told me to knock on it and so I did.

The trees changed shape and a huge hole opened up covered by a curtain "Come in!" I heard Shoyo yell. I entered took off my shoes and took in how big the inside actually was: "This place is so cool, Shoyo!"

"Thank you! Did you bring me those clothes you said you had for me? I only have traditional witch garments", he asked, I pulled out a shirt, shorts and swim trunks out of my tote bag for him, his face changed color as soon as he saw that last thing. "Is everything alright?" I asked, concerned "It's just...look if we're gonna date I might as well tell you...I am trans, and I have scars on my chest...", he said visibly nervous

"I don't care whether you're cis or not, I want to date you!"

, I responded

"But...there is a lot of bad things that happen to trans people all the time just cause they exist, I'm scared that...if I go to the pool or the beach and take my shirt off.. will I be the next face to end up on the news?", he was holding back tears. I didn't know what to say, I could only hug him and tell him that I would never allow that to happen to him and that anyone who'd like to hurt him would have to pass over my dead body to do so.

"Can I just keep my shirt on? I don't care whether we go to the pool or the beach I'm both planning on swimming anyway", he asked, tears streaming down his face. "Of course you can! I wasn't going to force you to do anything anyway we can literally just take a stroll on the beach if you prefer that!", I said.

"T'd love that", Shoyo responded

"Can I ask where your parents are?", I was curious since I saw nobody other than Shoyo in this house.

"I don't know, I don't remember my parents, I ran off into the woods one night after a walk with my parents, got lost found a shiny stone that turned me into a witch and... the memories faded away, elder witches took care of me for awhile then I found Woodpecker and I started living alone, they say that they can always make me a human again but...", he touched his chest "would that mean I'd be a girl again? I don't want that to happen!", he explained.

"I can't tell you what to do but...I say you should go with your gut", I suggested

Our date started with a snack trip to the grocery store. Me and Shoyo were at the drinks ile whenwe heard a woman yell: "Natsu Hinata come back right now!"

A little girl bumped into Shoyo's leg, they looked eerily similar, same hair color, same bone structure, same dumb look in their eyes. "I'm so sorry you two, she just ran off without warning I hope she didn't hurt you when she ran into you", said the girl's mother, she also looked eerily similar to Shoyo, as they left her turned to me with a shocked look

"Hinata...", he mumbled under his breath.

"My name is Shoyo Hinata"

I looked at him, dumbfounded: "You mean those two right there were..."

"Most likely...I guess I have a sister"

He just stared into nothing for a while before coming back to his senses, "I'll deal with that later! Let's focus on our date first!", he took my hand and I felt like a storm of butterflies exploded in my stomach trying desperately to find a way out, we were both extremely red, his face had this adorable dorky grin I wish I could look at for the rest of eternity. After shopping we went down to the beach to have our picnic, there were lots of changing cabins and lots of people too, as soon as we set up our spot I heard a voice calling my name:

"Kageyama!!"

", yelled Tanaka from afar. "Tanaka-

senpai! Didn't expect to see you here", behind him stood a short boy with wet hair of two different colors: "Nishinoya-senpai! I haven't seen you in ages!" Nishinoya had scars on his chest, similar to what I think Hinata's chest must look like, I knew about it, I saw him once in the changing room before he stopped playing.

(Reminder that in this fic, Hinata never convinced Asahi to come back/called him inside the gym so both him and Nishinoya aren't part of the team anymore)

"Nice seeing you again, man!", said Nishinoya

"Who's the short fry?", asked Tanaka

"This is Shoy....Shoyo Hinata, he's my-"

"I'm his date!", he interrupted me

Tanaka whistled, "I didn't know you had a boyfriend, Kageyama!", he teased

I blushed, I would love to call Shoyo my boyfriend one day but it was simply too early, "It's just a first date, calm down!"

This next thingvis going to be a little butchered, Shoyo told me about a conversation he had with Nishinoya while I was bickering with Tanaka,

"How are you saw confident about them?", Shoyo asked him

"About what?", Noya was confused by the question

"Your top surgery scars, how are you not scared of someone attacking you just for existing?", Shoyo explained himself. Noya seemed to pause for a moment,

"If I live in fear of being myself in public, what's the point of going out? These kind of things can happen anywhere even in your own home, just cause there is a chance someone will go Psycho on me I'm not going to change myself to please others! I'm a man dammit! And people will see that I'm proud of being trans whether they like it or not!", Noya's eyes gleamed, according to Shoyo the fire in his eyes could have put the flames of hell to shame.

"But what if it DOES happen?"

', Shoyo was still in his state of paranoia

"There is no nice way to say this really and the chance of that happening isn't even that high, the Americans are the ones we should worry about the most, soif you were to "go" tomorrow, would you rather be ashamed of

who you are in life and regret it in death or would you rather be proud of your identity till your clock stops ticking?", Nishinoya's words were enough to

move something inside Shoyo, he took his shirt off, we swam in the sea, i felt like shit cause 1 remembered why I hate sea-water, salt gets everywhere and all the sand sticks to your legs but overall we had fun

"Are you sleeping over? I wouldn't mind actually having you by my side when I wake up for once, you can use our shower to wash up if you want", I asked him

"What about your parents? Won't they mind?", he asked me, he held my hand as we walked back.

"Nah, they're never home, it's always just me and my older sister and she's been begging for me to bring home someone I like", I explained

"So you like me?", he said in a teasing tone

"What if I do?", I playfully clapped back.

Shoyo snickered a little under his breath

"Stay still for a second", he asked me.

He went up a few of the stone steps in feont of my house, leaned forward and kissed me... on the cheek.

I wasn't upset about it but my lips were literally two centimeters away.

"Can you open the door?", he asked me as if nothing happened.

I am oh so very stressed

The cute Witch boy flying outside my window (A Haikyuu fanfic)

Chapter 4: "I Love You, I'm Sorry"

Notes:

This Chapter was pretty difficult to write and while reading it you're probably going to realize how much I rushed the story but I also accidentally vented a lot at the start

SOOO...brace yourself? Idk just be warned

"Dear Diary,

Shoyo has been visiting less, like way less.

Maybe once or twice a month.

I go over at his tree at least once a week but most of the time I just find Woodpecker the crow, which is a confusing name what idiot decided to name a crow "Woodpecker"?

Shoyo's my favorite idiot tho.

I had to know what was on his mind, how am I supposed to help if I don't know what's upsetting him? I've never been good at this kind of stuff and this conversation was no different

"What's wrong with you lately", starting off strong right there Tobio

"I'm going to allow you to rephrase that question", Shoyo was clearly pissed off by the way that came out

"You've been sad lately, for a while actually, but lately you barely even smile, that smile of pure you-ness that makes you shine bright like the sun is gone", that last part was an accident, I thought out loud and I was totally corny af.

"You think I shine like the sun?", his smile came back for a few seconds bit this time that bright light that always felt like the sun was obscured by clouds.

(Just to clarify this is a metaphor not a witch thing)

"I do but don't you dare change the subject!", I said.

Shoyo sighed and grabbed himself tea he haf just made, it was disgusting but I wasn't going to yell him that in this state, "Ever since I found out my family is still out there and they didn't just not care after I disappeared...I feel like there is this giant rock sitting on my heart. It's weird to explain but it's like something between guilt, Fomo and something else"

"Well why don't we break it down? Why do you feel guilty?", I tried to quote my therapist as best as I could.

"I guess I feel guilty for leaving and making them worry", his eyes usually tried to look at mine every chance they got but this time they averted my gaze as much as possible.

I've never been a fan of eye contact but at that moment I wished to be able to stare at that shine he had in his eyes before he lost it that day.

"Ok, let's remember that for later um..." I paused and hoped to have not said something stupid, "Why the Fomo?", I asked.

He grabbed his shirt, squeezed right wherehis heart was as if trying to stop it from beating out of his chest, oh how I know the feeling, "What happened after I left? I have a sister now and I didn't even fucking know! What else have I missed?"

"Alright, we can unpack that somehow gor sure", I started writing it down on a notepad nearby, "What is that thing you weren't sure of? Can you describe it to me?"

“...What if they forgot me?", his voice cracked, streamed down his face.

"I know the feeling of the fear of being forgotten tho it's probably a little different, I've not always struggled making friends and talking to people. I don't know when of happened but suddenly I was a friendless background character in my own story, with the fear of being remembered only as the

"Volleyball-freak" in middle school...but one thing kept me sane all this time."

"What?", he asked me

"I had someone by my side that never left me, no matter how much of an idiot 1 am sometimes, and I would love to be that person for you too", I put my hand on his cheek, for a moment he looked like he was about to say something but then he just huged me and started sobbing.

I wish I could have helped him more but at least he wasn't bottling up everything anymore.

Telling him "I Love You" in this situation wouldn't be right. I'll find another time to tell him, that's a promise"

"Dear Diary,

Shoyo talks to me more now, I'm glad he trusts me enough to tell me all the things that have been plaguing his mind all of these years.

He asked me on a date today and I didn't think anything of it at first, big mistake.

First of all we went inside the woods, it was weirdly mystical, there was a slight fog in the air, animals didn't flee but instead just looked at us, were they familiars just like Woodpecker?

We stopped next to a river at the feet of a waterfall, he had planned a picnic just like our first date but this time, it was just us.

He had a basket full of food he prepared, which was surprisingly delicious, which made me ask myself, What the fuck does he put in tea to make it taste so awful?

Every time he laughed at something, smiled, or simply looked at me made my heart go crazy, This was the right moment. I opened my mouth to speak and before I could say anything I was splashed with water.

"Jump in, Tobio!", he yelled at me

"I don't think swimming this close to the feet of a waterfall is safe, I yelled back so he could hear me over the waterfall

"It's fine, babe! I do this all the time!", he pulled me into the water and we started splashing each other, the whole thing turned into some sort of competition. When he got tired he jumped into my arms dramatically, I haven't seen him this happy in weeks.

This was the right moment, "I Love You, Shoyo" His face went red, "Uh...I..."

He stuttered a lot before just kissing me, I think that was a good enough of response.

To my surprise he and Woodpecker showed up at my window that night, he had a journal with him. "Do you mind if I stay here a little?", Shoyo asked me.

I said yes but couldn t help but thinking that something was up. He asked to watch "Mamma Mia!" again, fine by me.

Before he went home he asked me to talk, I. Was.

Terrified.

"Tobio, you're the best human I ever met.", he paused. I was petrified.

"And I want to be 100% honest with you, I...am going back to my family.", he looked at me expecting a response.

"Well, that's good isn't it?", I didn't understand the sadness in his voice.

"As a human...I'm going to forget you Tobio...that, was our last date in this timeline.", as the words flew out his mouth my heart felt like a glass shattering.

"W-What do you mean?"

"My time will be turned back, this may be the last time we ever see each other.", how was someone supposed to respond to that?

"I know you keep a diary," he handed me a golden chain and that journal he was holding earlier, "after you write your diary entry tonight, bind my diary and yours with this chain, once it turns rusty you re allowed to remove it, it will not save my memories but if you want to keep yours, that's the way to do it", you may have already been able to tell by the tears on these pages but I'm crying while writing this but I'd rather die than forget Shoyo. He took his broom and kissed my lips one last time, "There's one thing I never got to tell you," he paused before flying off, "I Love You, Tobio Kageyama...and I'm Sorry it had to end like this" and then he flew off"

Notes:

Author is in a period of mental instability, please be nice to Author, they're having a rough time with schoolwork and secretly hopes the school has to be shut down until fall vacation.

UPDATE: 2001 words!

Guys would you want to read this?

22/10/24

oh, you practice? what? kissing boys?

If anyone from my school ever finds my account, if you ever fuck with me, my sister or my special interests again, I will make you the pregnant Omega in an ABO fic and the Alpha is going to be your favorite celebrity, the only thing holding me back is the sneaking suspicion that some of you would enjoy that shit