Suga is shobio's biggest supporter ๐๐
my stupid boys ๐ญ๐ญ
The cute Witch boy flying outside my window (A Haikyuu fanfic)
Chapter 2: "My name is Shoyo Hinata"
Notes:
Looking back at this Chapter after a few weeks, I hate the way I wrote trans Hinata and wish I would ve gone with the original plan which I'm probably gonna use once I write the fic from Hinata's POV
Trigger Warning: mentions of Homophobia, Transphobia and violence against people of the LGBTQIA+ community
"Dear Diary
If you asked me how my day was I'd say: "I don't fucking know", I barely payed attention in class and practice after losing a match is always frustrating. I ran straight home after practice, even ignored the captain wanting to buy us snacks like he usually does. I stayed by the window for hours... and then I saw the crow and I heard the bell approaching
"Should I say something?"
"Should I be quiet?"
', I asked myself.
The bell got slower, as if Shoyo was trying to be quiet. Our eyes met as he finally flew past my window.
"Hi!" I said trying to sound cool
"Were you waiting for me?" He asked, I couldn't tell if he was trying to make fun of me for it by the sound of his voice.
My face turned red. What was I even expecting waiting for him like some creep? "Um...I-I kinda... yes?"
He got closer to me: "You're cute you know that?
Come on let me in"
He took his shoes off, the crow stayed by the windowsill as me and Shoyo chatted.
"I'm sorry I was acting like a creep and waiting for you earlier...um, I just...didn't ask you to come back and thought you were just a dream", that sounded fucking stupid! He looked at me dead serious and went: "I'd love to be the boy of you dreams" Diary when I tell you I was about to spontaneously combust I mean it! Why is that happening? Why do I feel like I'm on another planet every time I think of him or hear his voice!? It makes no sense to meโ
"Dear Diary,
It's been a few weeks, summers here and Shoyo comes by every night. I asked Sugawara about the way I was feeling. He says I might have a crush and I don't know how to feel about that. Does Shoyo even like boys?
Should I ask him if he likes boys? What if he calls me slurs like those boys in middle school?.. No he would never, he has no cruelty in his heart. He comes by every night and we hang out and every time he stays until I fall asleep and he's gone the next day.
He always comes around 10pm, I'm grown used to the sound of his bell.
I also got used to him crashing into my closet that's in front of the window cause apparently he's too lazy to just say "Hello may I come in?". I started putting pillows in front of it so he doesn't hurt himself. I'll update you
once he gets here
.
.
.
We watched "Mamma Mia!" this time (which is totally not linked to the Author having watched the movie for the first time a few hours ago and developing a new hyper fixation, the Author), we stayed up all night recreating all the choreographies and sang all the songs...and then we got to lay all your love on me, and we were close, very close, so close I could have kissed him. The music stopped and the moment ended, to say I was disappointed would be an understatement. "I like the view", Shoyo said jokingly (?), he basically climbed on top of me. "Get off shorty! Let me see what's wrong with this damn CD", I was frustrated! Would he have kissed me if the music didn't stop? "What's wrong with it?" he asked. "I don't think it's the CD I think it's the stereo. Guess it's about time I buy a new one" I answered. He looked disappointed and then he focused on my face, not my eyes tho, lower. "I guess we should go to sleep then, good thing it's Saturday
tomorrow" I took some pijamas, changed in the bathroom and then lied right next to him. Before I knew it, the words slipped out of my mouth "Do you wanna go out with me?" I froze. Why did I even say that? "Sure! When?" I didn't want to lie to him and say I wanted a hang out as friends. "I mean...like a date", I swallowed and awaited a response.
"Yeah, I know that's what you meant. I've been flirting with you probably since the first time we met" I felt like a stone that had been sitting on my chest just disintegrated, I was relieved to say the least."
"Dear Diary,
The date was good, then bad, then I felt like I was on another plane of existence.
Let me break it down for you, I got ready for the date and waited for that talking crow to call me to tell me where to pick Shoyo up, "Aye! Resting bitch face! Ya ready!", Woodpecker's voice still sounded like a chainsmoker muppet getting strangled and honestly we got used to insulting each other. Once I got outside he guided me into the woods to what looked like a perfectly normal tree, he told me to knock on it and so I did.
The trees changed shape and a huge hole opened up covered by a curtain "Come in!" I heard Shoyo yell. I entered took off my shoes and took in how big the inside actually was: "This place is so cool, Shoyo!"
"Thank you! Did you bring me those clothes you said you had for me? I only have traditional witch garments", he asked, I pulled out a shirt, shorts and swim trunks out of my tote bag for him, his face changed color as soon as he saw that last thing. "Is everything alright?" I asked, concerned "It's just...look if we're gonna date I might as well tell you...I am trans, and I have scars on my chest...", he said visibly nervous
"I don't care whether you're cis or not, I want to date you!"
, I responded
"But...there is a lot of bad things that happen to trans people all the time just cause they exist, I'm scared that...if I go to the pool or the beach and take my shirt off.. will I be the next face to end up on the news?", he was holding back tears. I didn't know what to say, I could only hug him and tell him that I would never allow that to happen to him and that anyone who'd like to hurt him would have to pass over my dead body to do so.
"Can I just keep my shirt on? I don't care whether we go to the pool or the beach I'm both planning on swimming anyway", he asked, tears streaming down his face. "Of course you can! I wasn't going to force you to do anything anyway we can literally just take a stroll on the beach if you prefer that!", I said.
"T'd love that", Shoyo responded
"Can I ask where your parents are?", I was curious since I saw nobody other than Shoyo in this house.
"I don't know, I don't remember my parents, I ran off into the woods one night after a walk with my parents, got lost found a shiny stone that turned me into a witch and... the memories faded away, elder witches took care of me for awhile then I found Woodpecker and I started living alone, they say that they can always make me a human again but...", he touched his chest "would that mean I'd be a girl again? I don't want that to happen!", he explained.
"I can't tell you what to do but...I say you should go with your gut", I suggested
Our date started with a snack trip to the grocery store. Me and Shoyo were at the drinks ile whenwe heard a woman yell: "Natsu Hinata come back right now!"
A little girl bumped into Shoyo's leg, they looked eerily similar, same hair color, same bone structure, same dumb look in their eyes. "I'm so sorry you two, she just ran off without warning I hope she didn't hurt you when she ran into you", said the girl's mother, she also looked eerily similar to Shoyo, as they left her turned to me with a shocked look
"Hinata...", he mumbled under his breath.
"My name is Shoyo Hinata"
I looked at him, dumbfounded: "You mean those two right there were..."
"Most likely...I guess I have a sister"
He just stared into nothing for a while before coming back to his senses, "I'll deal with that later! Let's focus on our date first!", he took my hand and I felt like a storm of butterflies exploded in my stomach trying desperately to find a way out, we were both extremely red, his face had this adorable dorky grin I wish I could look at for the rest of eternity. After shopping we went down to the beach to have our picnic, there were lots of changing cabins and lots of people too, as soon as we set up our spot I heard a voice calling my name:
"Kageyama!!"
", yelled Tanaka from afar. "Tanaka-
senpai! Didn't expect to see you here", behind him stood a short boy with wet hair of two different colors: "Nishinoya-senpai! I haven't seen you in ages!" Nishinoya had scars on his chest, similar to what I think Hinata's chest must look like, I knew about it, I saw him once in the changing room before he stopped playing.
(Reminder that in this fic, Hinata never convinced Asahi to come back/called him inside the gym so both him and Nishinoya aren't part of the team anymore)
"Nice seeing you again, man!", said Nishinoya
"Who's the short fry?", asked Tanaka
"This is Shoy....Shoyo Hinata, he's my-"
"I'm his date!", he interrupted me
Tanaka whistled, "I didn't know you had a boyfriend, Kageyama!", he teased
I blushed, I would love to call Shoyo my boyfriend one day but it was simply too early, "It's just a first date, calm down!"
This next thingvis going to be a little butchered, Shoyo told me about a conversation he had with Nishinoya while I was bickering with Tanaka,
"How are you saw confident about them?", Shoyo asked him
"About what?", Noya was confused by the question
"Your top surgery scars, how are you not scared of someone attacking you just for existing?", Shoyo explained himself. Noya seemed to pause for a moment,
"If I live in fear of being myself in public, what's the point of going out? These kind of things can happen anywhere even in your own home, just cause there is a chance someone will go Psycho on me I'm not going to change myself to please others! I'm a man dammit! And people will see that I'm proud of being trans whether they like it or not!", Noya's eyes gleamed, according to Shoyo the fire in his eyes could have put the flames of hell to shame.
"But what if it DOES happen?"
', Shoyo was still in his state of paranoia
"There is no nice way to say this really and the chance of that happening isn't even that high, the Americans are the ones we should worry about the most, soif you were to "go" tomorrow, would you rather be ashamed of
who you are in life and regret it in death or would you rather be proud of your identity till your clock stops ticking?", Nishinoya's words were enough to
move something inside Shoyo, he took his shirt off, we swam in the sea, i felt like shit cause 1 remembered why I hate sea-water, salt gets everywhere and all the sand sticks to your legs but overall we had fun
"Are you sleeping over? I wouldn't mind actually having you by my side when I wake up for once, you can use our shower to wash up if you want", I asked him
"What about your parents? Won't they mind?", he asked me, he held my hand as we walked back.
"Nah, they're never home, it's always just me and my older sister and she's been begging for me to bring home someone I like", I explained
"So you like me?", he said in a teasing tone
"What if I do?", I playfully clapped back.
Shoyo snickered a little under his breath
"Stay still for a second", he asked me.
He went up a few of the stone steps in feont of my house, leaned forward and kissed me... on the cheek.
I wasn't upset about it but my lips were literally two centimeters away.
"Can you open the door?", he asked me as if nothing happened.
something something parallels
If anyone from my school ever finds my account, if you ever fuck with me, my sister or my special interests again, I will make you the pregnant Omega in an ABO fic and the Alpha is going to be your favorite celebrity, the only thing holding me back is the sneaking suspicion that some of you would enjoy that shit
This image breaks me give my sweet little grumpy child happiness please๐ฅฒ
OH AND NOW THERES A SONG WHAT THE ACTUAL FU-
Xoxo, Sasha<3
Guys I got my first Haikyuu moot on here and theyโre basically my age I feel so special rn @towasuki (Also they add these super cute borders to their posts Iโm stealing that idea)
Poor sweet homosexual boom boom bomb
Katsuki the morning after 431
Iโm trying to get into the sonic fandom (mainly cause I love sonadow), can the people in the fandom explain the lore to me, please?
Here is a little tag update for my upcoming fic (Itโs not near done so Iโll have to redo the draft)
I might rewrite the summary soon tho.
I write fanfiction, like Anime, Iโm gay and non-binary pronouns he/she/they Banner and pfp by: @sakurajoihttps://linktr.ee/C4l4mityV4in?utm_source=linktree_admin_share
108 posts